Haziq Is No Cheena

2011-01-01T06:31:00.001-08:00

I want to be a beautiful dream in your sleep
I want to be something that maybe you'd miss
Bcause my steps are so fragile without you
Ooh... Bcause my heart is exhausted

I want to be something that you can always touch
I want you to know that I'll always worship you
without u the silence of time will chain my heart
Ooh .. Your shadow is just like......

You're like a song in my heart that cries my longing for you
Just like the air i breathe you're always here

Only you are able to calm my heart down
Without you I'll be lost
And lonely/empty, lonely/empty

You're like a song in my heart
Pulling my heart closer to yours ohhh
Just like the air i breathe you're always here

Always here, you're always here
Always here, you're always here
Sha na na na na
Sha na na na na
Sha na na na na
Sha na na na na

I might be back ahh!

2009-08-28T08:11:00.000-07:00

Damn Cool Right! AMBITION! I like demotivators! hahah

Oh man. i think i wanna continue blogging!

Whats new?

Haha. ohh! yeah!

Today was my last day for MP/SIP. (fuck yeah!) But we still have to prepare for final judging which is coming very soon(next sem).

Holiday's here so its time to rest, play, train and last but not least enjoy as much as possible.

Currently in 3.1 and 1 more sem till graduation! Omg fucking near. i hope i could still be in year 2 but oh wells. Time really pass by in a blink of an eye.

Nokia Comes With Music rocks big time. I'm loving it. To be able to download million of songs FREE! yeah. i know damn cool.

This holiday, my goal is to be able to play at least 10 different songs on guitar!

Planning to buy a takamine guitar next week and i hope its good although i dont know how it feels like. Im so into music yeah.

Fasting month has been a hindrance. i need to get back to the routine gym session. maybe next week i shall spend some nights at sports complex. yeah maybe i should ask weimin.

Yeah totally like this photo. Reliez. its just damn nice cause just look at everybody's face. So so happy! Somehow i miss them but oh well lets put it aside. LOL hahah

Yes im planning to renovate my blog. Background, Layout , Colour and everything thing that doesnt look nice.

Finally IM NOT CHUBBY OKAY!
currently

1.8m

68kg

so i think thats it. Toodles!

Oh you guys might wanna check this link out

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eR65DOtYl5g

freaking lame. i hate her.

Determined!

2008-04-24T18:34:00.000-07:00

Yeah man!

Sch's started and guess what!? I'm in the tp's library! haha!
(damn! i woke up like damn early but when i reach sch, i got to know that my tutorial was cancled! argh!! from 8am! 3 hrs of tutorial! argh! so now i need to waste 3 hrs on smth.)
Thats how i ended up blogging since i cant do much being in sch online! @#$%!

haha! okay! yeah back to my determination! Recently i've been going to the gym like almost 3 to 4 times a week! Man! i can see Great improvement and my body mass and tone in the near future man! haha lol.

neXT!

Training! yeah man! i'm still in cheerleading. and i notice that i'm gonna base with larry for the lots of stunts and mark's gonna be my spotter. XiaoBai! where are u!? ahh!

anW! i think i can do a toss up stunt with faizah! woohoo! it was abit of jaw dropping at first but! wooah! i can do it! okay! more gym session! more!

Back hand spring! argh! i still cannot do a perfect one and I seriously wanna be the first one to be able to do a perfect back hand spring in the team man! Sigh sigh sigh! One of my rival is Ken. He's been training and trying to perfect his backhandspring! he can even do without spotter near him! damnit! okay!! equals equals i'm so determined!

Taking a deep deep breath. Sighs! ( and breath out)

Ohh! one more thing! i dont need to buy Engineering Economy and Accounting Management textbook Already! I found a way to be able to use the textbook and not paying at all! i dont steal okay! yeah! se-cr-et! se-cr-et!

One last thing! i'm in the sch library uhh and i wonder if i'm a nuisance here or not!! haha. i went to imeem and played some random rnb playlist! haha. loud music! using the headset! i wonder if other ppl can hear the music i'm listening too. lol! haha

Lastly! i'm gonna end this post Soon. but sigh. what am i suppose to do for the next 2 hrs..? gym? slack in the library? play my psp? surf porn? LOLs! joking joking! eh i'm in sch! haha!

aiya! i'll just end it uhh! goodbye and thanks for listening!

i'm back?

2008-04-15T11:37:00.000-07:00

Yeah man! School's starting soon and i have to prepare!

Train! Study! Play Games! Train! Study! Play Games!

WHEEEEE!

YAY! and Freshmen Orientation Workshops/CAMPs ROCKS LA!

READ THIS! ( quoted from some random blog! ) hah!

"

BIG BANG-ED EXCELLENT CAMP!!

foc was great! truly. it lived up to its expectation. but what made it extremely special was the spirit my sub-empire group had and the friends i've made a long the way.

my sub empire group is called fyrthrox. the first reason it's called that is probably because yup! u guessed it! WE ROX!! and i tell you...i can forget almost everything. but not the feelings this camp had revealed to me. i did everything a person will do in a lifetime in 3 days time. we cheered till i lost my voice on the 2nd day yet still won't stop cheering on the 3rd day, danced hard, played harder, get my best skinnies in muddy fields, bathed in god-knows-what water, lost all sense in the world, got embraced by the largest number of people i know, cried over the loss battle but won the war at the end, and made the best friends i can never had imagined of having in a surprisingly surprising short period of time and the walls i had around me broke down everytime i laugh...and people know how much i love laughing! like the song goes...heaven is a place on earth! the spirit the team had...during the challenges and throughout the cheering and breathless running touched my soul like no one had ever before. if we had a just one more chance, i'll turn back the clock just to live through the last day of camp again...even if its only for a few more hours. i wished that the camp would never end. in a way, i guess understood what the graduates felt like yesterday. it was emotional. but then again, i could never stand a guy's tears. most probably its because those tears are the most rare and the most precious. so to all the gls who's leaving tp, i have a dedication just for you. "

yeah man! haha thats explains everything! haha i dont need to type it all out yah! haha

AND another random person! haha!

"

FYRTHO! <3

FOC! was the bomb. OMFG i had so much fun i swear!
fuck and i almost didnt go ! hahaha
EVERYONE WHO GOES TO TP HAS TO GO FOR THEIR FOC,
you'll really regret if you don't.
we cheered and screamed our lungs out
got wet and soaked with water
burnt in the sun
aching muscles from running around Tampines
ate nice nice foood
did the best mass dance ever, ohmygod its the only mass dance you can like get addicted too haha.
no matter what i say you probably still won't get it cause you have to go
there and expierence it you'll love it.
learnt sooo much from all the OGLS <3 besides getting bullied by a few haha
even when we were getting last the first 2 days , we manged to pull through and got 3rd
alll our OGs cried cause they were so happpy .

FYRHTO OI ! <3333333333333333

shit la , i miss FYRHTO like fuck now.
i can still here them cheering in my head haha!
EH EH EH EH AHHHHHH FYRHTO BOMB BA BA !

"

LoLs! aha! yay! our Freshies Love it man! whee! so happy la!

ANd yeah! gtg! =D

Over my shoulder

2007-10-04T09:23:00.001-07:00

MIKA Lyrics
Over My Shoulder Lyrics

HAH! HAPPY HAPPY!

2007-10-03T00:03:00.000-07:00

YAY! I'M NOT STUPID ANYMORE! WOOH!

I PASS MY MATH SUP PAPER! WOOH! it pulled up my gpa by 0.21 haha.

YAY! HAPPY! YAY !!

okay! next, cheerleading. Hmm how should i put this? normal training yeah.. And and i'm not telling how i'm feeling right now. hah! Whee~ lets keep it to myself then.

I'm walking away..

Sigh

2007-09-22T06:50:00.000-07:00

Sigh Sigh Sigh...

what a day.

sigh sigh sigh...

Toodles.

Minutes to 5.33AM. hehs..

2007-09-18T14:30:00.000-07:00

Yo! First of all, oh gosh, I'm tired.. I haven slept since Yesterday! Okay okay.. Some recap, Training was okay la.. Stupid larry and chaopai waited for me to be one of the base.. There's ABEL!! oh lol. Lazy me!

Thursday, IS my effing sup paper. haha.. i really really wonder .. how come i fail my maths.. yesterday, after going through the maths paper again.. To pass, get full marks for section A and just 1 question from section B would be enough to pass.. Sigh again.. Section A is TOO basic.. haha.

sigh sigh.. i'm quite nervous though.. AITEeeeeeeeee WISH ME GOOD LUCK!@#$% =))

F$#%king cockroach..

2007-09-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

Today was a effing unlucky day..

Shit stuff happened.

And guess wad? I Press, Hold, Squeeze, Touch, Feel A F$#%king cockroach!!! The feeling of touching and even pressing it! is f%#king DISgusting shit sia..

Okay it was a normal day la.. in the morning till late evening we fast as per normal.. yeah.. At night while i was walking home with my friends.. we stoped at the bridge that link simei to tampines.

One of them was planing to walk a different route so we stop at the ferst few steps of the bridge.. Tired of standing, i place my hand over the railings.

SUDDENLY! i felt this small sharp thing poking thru my fingers.. omg.. after a few second i reacted to it.. ( lol. normal human reaction )

The moment i lift up my hand, a cockroach flew down to the floor.. I WAS LIKE WTF!? WTFFF?! and to make things worst, theres this uncle with his wife, he looked at that black thing den look up to me and smile! wth! he giggle at me. lol Aiya okay okay la.. he effing laugh his ass off la.. i look stupid ... oh lol..

Damn.. spoild my night.. omg.. I'VE MADE AN OATH!

I WILL EFFING KILL ANY COCKROACH IF I HAPPEN TO COME ACROSS! I SWEAR!
goddamit..

lol. REVEnge is sure sweet..

oh yah! not to forget,.. on my way home from tat incident.. i killed 2 cochroach.. yesH! hah! REST IN PEACH NIGGAS

Holy Shit! i'm BlogginG!

2007-09-12T23:31:00.000-07:00

HI! Like the new blog song? yay!

DONE SOME MINOR UPDATES!

so

okay nvm. hmm. yeah.

ok BYE!

Oh! yah Jun Hul (eyebrows), I've DONE updating! hah!
lol.. stick to one partner! yay!

OMG i nid help, CAN ANYONE TELL ME WAD IS "XOXO"?? "xoxo"??

i've seen it alot but apparently i dunoo wad it means.. =( awww.
haha!

Lastly not too forget, Juan is a almost noob dota player! wahaha!

2007-09-01T22:16:00.000-07:00

Hello everyonE!

First of all, omg its HOLIDAYS and i'm like finaly blogging.. so yeah. haha
Due to the exams last week i guess u know why i didnt update my blog right? cool!

Hmm. Holiday is here and i'm updating Alot of stuff.. that stupid old friendster, just finished replying to all those comments/testimonials. Anime! I nid to check out new Anime! Wheee~
Oh not to forget i miss Alot of movies.. Better start downloading sooN! (oops.. Shhss keep it down)

Oh and yah.. Lets Update u guys about Haziq.
Saw the picture? yeah. Most of the time when i've nothing to do, i'll go and brush up my skills in Defence Of The Ancients .aka. DOTA. yeah!

Some has been wondering, Wth happened to my hair? haha. When i went back to my sec sch, everyone was like "wah, Ur hair?!". haha.

The truth is, I REBONDED my hair! haha. whole head. Before that my hair is thick la and i nid a different hairstyle ,thats why i follow my friend to rebond my hair even tho my hair is originally naturally straight. haha.. retarded la. haha waste $50. eh? okay not waste la. Wheeeeeee~

A few more month, i guess i can bite the whole frindge. hahaha!

Okay. Currently i'm waiting, waiting for jobs selection. I can go back to my old company but the thing is Dayspring, everytime i have to wake up at 6am in the morning. Its like morning shift. lol. Sigh. nvm lets wait den! hehs.

Lastly! Cheerleading too have camps.. lol . this coming wed i guess. Sigh..

OKAY. I'll end my post here, HAVE Fun enjoying ur holidays and for those still schooling, STUDY HARD! =)

Ohayo! =)

2007-08-01T10:21:00.000-07:00

PleaseCause i'm broke.. =(

Everything's so messed up

2007-07-29T01:07:00.000-07:00

During the good old days, all we need to do is just paying attention in class and listen to ur teachers. Homeworks? Who cares about homework unless u talking about a unreasonable strict teachers. After some time when there's a test, we pass without stressing ourself too much.. And when the main exams came( Gce o lvls ) , we got so stress up and studied day and night.

It was a big relief after the exams and we definitely enjoy our six month of holiday. Some of us ended up in a jc, poly and some in ite. Well it i cant say much about in jc but i guess those first years are struggling too. Poly is no difference. If u end up in the school of business, You must be prepare to do lots and lots of project, speech and ect ect. Sch of Science, i heard is very stressful. For me, i ended up in the sch of engine as you all already know.

Whether you're in engine, science or business, its all the same. You must never slack too much. Some people say that when you’re in poly, u can slack. NOT! What the hell are they thinking man. I regretted a bit haha for not putting the best effort in not trying to concentrate in class. Main exams is about a month away and I guess I have no choice but to study! >.<

For now, maths is a killer. Business fundimentals is hellish lots of memorizing. Engine fundimentals is complicated. Sigh. I’ve been complaining a lot this few days. So I shall stop.

ANYWAY Currently I’m quite happy that there’s not much presentation and speech to be made in my course thus allowing me to maximize my time studying. Do NOT BE COMPLACENT! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. PIKA! Haha.

Im a chronic procrastinator =( says:
Man.. i hate my msn nick

oh yaH , not to forget! someone mention this!

where did you go? says:
i thinku're weird..
where did you go? says:
u're a malay who seriously looks like a chinese but wants to act like a jap
where did you go? says:
LOL

OMG! haha. Is that considered a compliment?

God Oh God

2007-07-26T09:15:00.001-07:00

There was a very religious man named Jim, who lived near a river. One day, the river rose over the banks and flooded the town, and Jim was forced to climb onto his porch roof. While sitting there, a man in a boat came along and told Jim to get in the boat with him.

Jim said, “No, that’s okay. God will take care of me.”

So, the man in the boat drove off.

The water rose higher, so Jim climbed onto his roof. At that time, another boat came along, and the person in that one told Jim to get in.

Jim replied, “No, that’s okay. God will take care of me.”

The person in the boat then left.

The water rose even more, and Jim climbed onto his chimney. A helicopter came along and lowered a ladder for him. The woman in the helicopter told Jim to climb up the ladder and get in.

Jim said, “That’s okay.”

The woman said, “Are you sure?”

Jim replied, “Yeah, I’m sure God will take care of me.”

Finally, the water rose too high and Jim drowned. Jim got to heaven and was face-to-face with God.

Jim said to God, “You told me that you would take care of me! What happened?”

God replied, “Well, I sent you two boats and a helicopter. What else did you want?”

hahahas.. another baka fellow..

HeloH guyS! ahah..
Oh man, i'm damn tired man! today's training, was like the usual.. haha.. and thank goodness, coach insert best best conditioning even tho the pain lasted for a few minutes later but it was FUN! weeeeeeeeeee. And And my back hurts.. damn! sigh..

Anwi guess i wont be blogiing for a few days , I SERIOUSLY NEED TO REVISE AND CATCH UP WITH MY SCHOOL WORK!! DAMN! sigh.. Heri, lets be serious next week! hmms. Its time to start doing tutorials la..

Oh yah.. JunHul,Pls smile more during training cause err u always give that bored looking expression.. hahas. So, CHEERup!

PIKACHU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. cheryl! did u fell off ur seat or almost about to stand up?? hahas. =P

The Blonde Safety Net

2007-07-22T08:47:00.000-07:00

A Brunette, a Redhead, and a Blonde escape a burning building by climbing to the roof.

The Firemen are on the street below, holding a blanket for them to jump into.

The firemen yell to the Brunette, “Jump! Jump! It’s your only chance to survive!”

The Brunette jumps and SWISH!

The firemen yank the blanket away and the Brunette slams into the sidewalk like a tomato.

“C’mon! Jump! You gotta jump!” say the firemen to the Redhead.

“Oh no! You’re gonna pull the blanket away!” says the Redhead.

“No! It’s Brunettes we can’t stand! We’re OK with Redheads!”

“OK” says the Redhead, and she jumps. SWISH!

The firemen yank the blanket away, and the lady is flattened on the pavement like a pancake.

Finally, the Blonde steps to the edge of the roof.

Again, the firemen yell “Jump! You have to jump!”

“No way! You’re just gonna pull the blanket away!” yelled the Blonde.

“No! Really! You have to jump! We won’t pull the blanket away!”

“Look,” the Blonde says, “Nothing you say is gonna convince me that you’re not gonna pull the blanket away! So what I want you to do is put the blanket down, and back away from.”

hahas. U get what i meant? Shes a Baka blonde.. Yo dudes, sori to keep u guys waiting.. i've been very very busy playing computer games and all.. haha! Anyways, I'll just copy paste.. hahas =)

wheeeee~ sat's performance was finally over but it was quite screwed.
coach was disappointed,so am i :(
But i believed all of us had put in the effort,training almost everyday for the past week,and pushing ourselves to digest all the dancesteps and changed timing within such a short period.
It was the team's hardwork and everyone deserved one clap :D
Still,this performance (my first),shall serve as an encouragement to motivate blazers to do much more better in the following performances.
I can see potential in each and everyone of us,so let's stay on with the spirit to do coach,frances,ivan,ourselves and of course,tp blazers' proud :D

( YAY! Arigatoh Cheryl! PIKA! =P )

Hmm..PICTURES LATERS!

=)

2007-07-21T22:25:00.000-07:00

I feel like blogging but... BOO! haha.

=)))

2007-07-04T03:07:00.000-07:00

YAY! Weeeeeeeeeeeeee! happy happy!

At last i can feel the music ! My earpiece is back! woohoo!

Flashback: 3 month ago, my earpiece went for a 30 mins ride inside the washine machine and still survive.. suffered minor sound distortion. Eventually the left side Has died after frequent pulling of the string..

LASt week i sent it for repair ( it has 12 month warranty) and amazingly when i went to collect it just now, they said this is a new earpiece. they even gave me the complete box. inside with the same spare stuff.. ahah cool la..! i'm happy! =P

What a Week

2007-06-30T20:27:00.000-07:00

Hello Dudes and Dudettes!

I'm so so Sorry about my blog eh.. It nearly hmm died? haha.. okaY!

FIrst of ALL, I hate my term test results.. so so despressing.. haha
I must have studying spirit like during those old time again man.. ( O lvl period )

Secondly Cheerleading practise has getting more and more fun.. i'm learning new stunts and new stuff! Futhermore I CAN DO FRONT/ForwarD FLIPS!! although its not that perfect but I CAN do it!! haha!

Thirdly, TPSU SUB comm Camp! I guess my expectation are just too high.. =(. Only the last few hours of the camp were as FUN as FOC (freshmen orientation camp)( wobble!) ahha.. The funny thing, i tried to trick everyone in my team/group.. During the introduction, i told them my name is ZACH.. HAha And ALL of them was like normal! haha.. they believe me! haha.. but there are some ppl in my group who knows my real name(kaistor people).. It feels damn awkward la.. my groupmate calling me zach.. haha zach.. lols.. The second day of the camp, my real name leak out.. but some of them still couldnt believe it.. I'm MAlay! haha.. Some of them even spoke to me in mandarin.. aiya.. funny la.. haha

Lastly.. This is my ferst time sleeping for 13 hours eversince the start of poly life! haha.. nice man.. i'l all fresh! except for the part i haven bathe yet. haha =))

HOMOPHOBIC!

2007-06-22T22:34:00.001-07:00

You Are 96% Homophobic

You're incredibly homophobic. Let's hope that no one gay crosses your path.

Seriously, though, you're quite angry. Maybe it's really you that's the problem.

Are You Homophobic?

hahas.. wth.. i'm the problem? totaly uncool la.. sigh.. hah

blog blog blog

2007-06-16T04:55:00.001-07:00

Hello Friends! Sigh.. i guess i won't be bloggin just yet. Its HOLIday man!! =)

THANKS FOR THE TAGs! even tho some ...

sigh

2007-06-01T07:08:00.000-07:00

Damn! shit this body of mine.. Its so weak la.. 2 days ago.. i've been having some vomitting scenes and sometimes some minor diarrhoea... Shit food poisoning? maybe.. Menses? haha! Or pregnancy? oh LOL! hahas.. damn la..

Public holiday which is yesterday, i was suppose to go out with Zubair, Mark and heri but stupid body of mine.. That morning around 4 to 5am, i woke up and the moment i turn and drop to the floor, i vomit that yestreday's lunch.. oh lol! ( lunch.. i ate nothing after that..) About an hour later, i vomited Again.. oh damn shit u weak body..

Sigh.. And now, i think i'm having flu.. I cant stop sneezing man.. Maybe some cute chicks cant seem to stop talking about me.. hahas. oh lol! aiya! okay la! Term test coming! see u guys soon!

Summary plus a lil story to perk u up!

2007-05-26T10:15:00.000-07:00

There once was a bunch of tiny frogs who arranged a running competition.

The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower.

A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants…

The race began…

Honestly:

No one in the crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower.

You heard statements such as:
“Oh, WAY too difficult!!
They will NEVER make it to the top.”
or:
“Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!”

The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one…
… Except for those who in a fresh tempo were climbing higher and higher…

The crowd continued to yell
“It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!”

More tiny frogs got tired and gave up…
…But ONE continued higher and higher and higher…
This one wouldn’t give up!

At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who after a big effort was the only one who reached the top!

THEN all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it?

A contestant asked the tiny frog how the one who succeeded had found the strength to reach the goal?

It turned out…
That the winner was DEAF!!!!

The wisdom of this story is:

Never listen to other people’s tendencies to be negative or pessimistic…
Because they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you. The ones you have is in your heart!

Always think of the power words have.
Because everything you hear and read will affect your actions!

Therefore:
ALWAYS be.. OPTIMISTIC..! ( Positive! )

To sum it all, when someone approaches u and says u cannot do it, its time to be deaf.. Always have the, I can do it, mindset! Dont Ever give up!

Okay! Just so you know, Unknown has ended. My blog has returned to normal and the number of people reading my blog has decrease rapidly.. hahas!

Last Monday, i joined the Dragonboat's training session. It was hellish! hahas. Took me 4 days to be able to do some cartwheels and in addition after alot of stretching..

(ex job) Dayspring's outing? hmm.. maybe thats not called an outing la.. So few of us.. Sigh..

I NEED TO SAVE UP SOME POCKET MONEY!!

ChaleT

2007-05-20T00:42:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION!!

Roy lost his wallet in the chalet and I too is helping him to locate it. Please check if you have taken roy's wallet by mistake. it is black wallet of fake leather with white graphics and brand of radioactive. The wallet was last seen with his Hp and keys on the cupboard on the second night. the next morning, the wallet is gone but hp and keys is still there. If u have seen it, or taken by mistake, U can LET me know OR approach Roy.. Pls help to spread the message across to all hu did turn up and stayed for the night at the chalet..

okay. I feel sad for roy.. bad luck the whole day..

Fuhh! Roller blading was Fun man! woohoo! Kaistor chalet! I wonder the rest of the money, wad the planners spent on.. its like 70 over ppl paid $10 each and the food and the place , At max would only cause 400-500.. I wonder, I wonder.. But Nvm We had great time! PIctureS!!

err?

i pitied roy la.. Too many injuries.. That number 8, is not normal.. haha!

Omg! i'm Sweating like hell! ( sweating disease.. haha )

weeeeeeeee!

Unknown!

2007-05-19T10:39:00.000-07:00

Hello Unknown.. Let me ask one thing, why jess of all ppl? Did she do anything wrong to u? Man.. so Enigmatic.. cool~!

Happening

2007-05-18T09:16:00.000-07:00

hahahaha.. First of all thanks to all those whom are against *unknown*.. My tagboard is so happening la.. To unknown, U do hate me right? But why hate my friends? Ouh lol! I like unknown person tagging.. they are so mysterious.. they can be anyone.. lols..

hate?

2007-05-17T07:54:00.000-07:00

I think the unknown in my blog hates me and she/he 's saying that not all the girls in my class likes me.. lol! hahahaha.. craps... CrApS! but then again i'm quite happy.. =)

What life is all about..

What do you want most for your children?

For them to be successful?

To have good, well-paying jobs?

Or for them to be happy?

Perhaps it’s an inevitable consequence of our competitive, meritocratic society that some parents may initially feel that success and wealth are the things they most want their children to have.

However, it is very likely that if parents contemplate this matter further, they will eventually realize that success and wealth are useless unless their children are happy.

Art Berg has some thoughts on this sometimes elusive state of mind?

I believe that happiness evades many because they misconstrue the process and journey of finding it.

I have heard many people say that, “I’ll be happy when I get my new promotion.”

Or, “I’ll be happy when I lose that extra 20 pounds.”

And, “I’ll be happy when the kids go back to school.”

The list goes on and on.

You probably have a few of your own you could add if you wanted.

This thinking is dangerous because it presupposes that happiness is a “response” to having, being or doing something.

In life, we all experience stimulus and response.

Stimulus is when a dog barks at you and bares his teeth.

Response is when your heart beats faster, your palms get sweaty and you prepare to run.

Today, some people think that an expensive car is stimulus.

Happiness is a response.

A great paying job is stimulus.

Happiness is a response.

A loving relationship is stimulus.

Happiness is a response.

This belief leaves us thinking and feeling: “I’ll be happy when….”

It has been my finding that actually the opposite is true.

I believe that happiness is a stimulus and response is what life brings to those who are truly happy.

When we are happy, we tend to have more success in our work.

When we are happy, people want to be around us and enjoy loving relationships.

When we are happy, we more naturally take better care of our bodies and enjoy good health.

Happiness is NOT a response-rather, it is a stimulus.

Happiness is a conscious choice we make every day of our lives.

I have made only one simple rule for my own happiness: Every day above ground is a GOOD day.

Consequently, I tend to have a lot of good (and happy) days in succession.

So don’t wish for success, wealth, & fame for your children.

If they are happy, success and wealth will find them naturally.

If they don’t have happiness to begin with, then all is in vain.

Life is Beautiful…

If you Believe in it..

Surrender

2007-05-16T16:37:00.000-07:00

Oh man! i like This soNG!

She reads a book from across the street,
Whenever someone that she'll never meet.
Talk over coffee for an hour or two,
She wonders why I'm always in a good mood.
Killin' time before she struts her stuff,
She needs supporting, I'll become the crutch.
She'll never know how much she means to me.
I play the game but I'm the referee.

Surrender every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender all the hope that I lost you have found.
Surrender yourself to me.

Even though I know what I'm lookin' for,
She's got a brick wall behind her door.
I travel time and confess to her,
But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger.

Surrender every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender all the hope that I lost you have found.
Surrender yourself to me.

I think I found her suffering the field of words,
I think I found her frowning in a field of words.
Searching until my hands bleed,
This flower don't belong to me.

I think I found her suffering the field of words,
I think I found her frowning in a field of words.
Searching until my hands bleed,
This flower don't belong to me.
This flower don't belong to me.
Why could she belong to me?

Every word, every thought every sound.
Every touch, every smile, every frown.
All the pain we've endured until now.
All the hope that I lost you have found.
Surrender every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender all the hope that I lost you have found.
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask,
(Surrender) as my hope had come and passed.
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask,
(Surrender) as my hope had come and passed.
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask,
(Surrender) as my hope had come and passed.
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask.

Surrender - Billy Talent

OhkAY! hello guys again!! Its 7.46am now and in 20 more minutes i'll be going to sch! My shoulders are acheing again! due to Cheerleading practise.. futhermore my hands are shivering at times.. lol! I still sux at some cherobic stunts.. haha but there's still alot of time! can practise can practise! yeah!

Oh yah! i forgot to blog about it yesterday! Paiseh man! Okay2, like this.. I was in the sch library @ lvl 6. And after some completed work, i went to the toilet to check the mirror and stuff like dat. After some time, i heard someone walking towards the toilet.. So i side step towards the cubicle but on my way there, OMG!! Just when i started side stepping(lol) , someone pushed the door open and it aint a guy.. IT WAS A GIRL!!! OMG!!! AND i was facing these u noe, the "fast game cubicle" for 1 purpose. OMG! MORE PAISEH! She quickly said "Sorry" and went off.. I bet She's more PAISEH! aiya... sigh.. haha

Some 20 minutes later.. when i'm about to leave the 6th floor, i saw her and 2 other male friends.. haha! And she tried to hide by standing infront of her tall guy friend.. lol! she was like so damn shy and maybe laughing? ouh, i dun noe! haha

Fun!

2007-05-15T05:56:00.000-07:00

The madam of a brothel has a problem, so she goes to a local priest. “I have two talking female parrots,” she tells him. “All they can say is ‘Hi, we’re prostitutes. Do you want to have some fun?’”

“That’s awful,” the priest agrees, “but I have a solution to your problem. I have two male parrots whom I’ve taught to pray and read the Bible. If we put your parrots with mine, I believe yours will stop saying that awful phrase and will instead learn to recite the word of God.”

The next day, the madame brings her parrots to the priest’s house and puts them in with the male parrots, who are holding rosary beads and praying in their cage.

“Hi, we’re prostitutes.” say the females. “Do you want to have some fun?”

One male parrot looks at the other and squawks, “Close the Bible, Frank! Our prayers are answered!”

hahas.. hello guys! man.. i miss cheerleading! (it was postponed to wednesday, that is TMR!!) hahas.. Aiya..

And about my school life.. i really nid to practice my maths and engine fundimentals men.. sigh!! SIGH!!! aiya!! haha..

Meaningful in Life…

2007-05-13T03:56:00.001-07:00

This isn’t like other quizzes….don’t bother getting a pen and paper…..just read.

1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.

2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.

3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest.

4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer prize.

5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for Best Actor and Actress.

6. Name the last decade’s worth of World Series Winners.

How did you do?

The point is, none of us remembers the headliners of yesterday.

These are no second-rate achievers.

They’re the best in their fields.

But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten.

Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.

Now here’s another quiz. See how you do on this one:

1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school.

2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time.

3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile.

4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special.

5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.

6. Name a half dozen heroes whose stories have inspired you.

Easier?

The lesson?

The people who make a difference in your life aren’t the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards.

They’re the ones who care. =)

Birthday

2007-05-12T00:09:00.000-07:00

OMG! I cant believe i pre-order the harry potter latest book at popular.. haha! Somehow i cant wait for it la! aiya!

Okay I guess fitri's happy la, we celebrated his birthday and gave him something. But it was pathetic la, because we did everything above on the staircase in Tampines Mall..

Peter Parker = Emo Dude! haha..

oh gosh.. my throat hurts man... when i reached home yesterday, i was orite! but after like around 30 mins i had this vomiting feeling.. shit shit shit! i hate that feeling.. the moment it wanted to came out, I ran to toilet.. aww..i hate vomiting! damn u body of mine! hahas!

OKAY! Cya guys!

Take my test guys!

2007-05-08T09:50:00.000-07:00

Create your own Friend Test here

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/354839

U can also press the link on top to take the test.. Creating an account dun even take more den 1 minute.. =)

I'm not suprised..

2007-05-06T01:28:00.000-07:00

Shity legs of mine.. Its sooo weak la.. even after a good night sleep its still wobbly2 weak..
At least i think this time, my legs isnt so bad compared to last week la.. It took me a while to get off my bed..

OoKAY! lets talk about Canoe-ing.
Yesteday's Trainin was OMFG unexpected la.. I tot we gonna run just 1 round la But The COACH SAys 2 Effing ROUNDs! I was like Woah? sibey mad?

We are not told how long the time limit is ah but he says that the last few people will get eliminated.. Oh Yah! i forgot to mention, Its 2 round AROund Bedok REservoir!! Around 4.3km each and add up together is around 8.6km!! MAdness man..

Before we start running, we did the usual thing which is a short warm up before we took our bags and jog to bedok reservoir ( we are from Tp stadium )..

When we reached there, the coach started talking to us.. He den Talk in mandarin since all of my team mates is chinese , in addition i look like one too .. haha.. After that , he looked at me and ask Why i didnt cut my hair? (lol! he asked me in mandarin at ferst but i couldnt understand so i tell him la)

Cut my hair? Oh lol! i did la! From a super long very thing hair to a much shorter version.. sigh.. He Wanted me to cut my hair sia even before he starts the training.. ( there was this 1 more guy hu also cuted his hair, he too was force to cut his hair again. And another one , a senior, his hair is not long lor! but was told to cut as well) Oh well so demanding rite? When we are about to go, he called us back saying cut it after the training.. Lols.. give chance? wth.. Next scene!

We, all of us stand up and he said GO.. We started running, jogging.. Okay la.. lets sum it up la.. this post is getting draggy.. To tell u guys the truth, i walked like 1/4 of 8.6km.. hahahas.. too tired.. After the Running.. Sigh.. mY legs are too weak to run some more.. haha.. and futhermore, its starting to ache.. oh ya, After the running, we have to do 80 push ups and crunches.. lols! non humanly training.. total 160.. lols madness..

Sadly, this time i was eliminated.. haha! sad.. but I miss the time limit by a minute lorh.. the time limit he said after we finish running was 1hour.. My timing is 1hr1min! hahas.. And i think the coach dun like me la.. He's very cold towards me.. Maybe because i showed him some attitude ? when he asked me whether i cut my hair not? hahas! but Nvm la.. I planed to quit canoeing also.. its a very tedious CCa.. haha.. So now, i can concentrate on CHEERLEADING!! WOOHOO!! And yah.. 3 boys left the team and 5 girls left the team.. total number of boys is 7 and girls is 9 think? small number rite? u noe wad? the coach even says he dun mind having like 5 guys and 5 girls.. wth. cause not enough boats.. lols! so budget!

And after the training, i meet up with The secondary sch mates for soccer! oh god! my legs is killing me and i cant play thru out like my usual self.. sigh!

Cheerleading!

2007-05-03T09:07:00.000-07:00

HeloS!

Benjamin, OMG! he's retarded Lor! Yesterday at around 8pm plus going 9pm, i was walking out of the library(tp) with Zubair and Omg! Who did i saw? BENJAMIN!!(the urmm.. okay i dun say anymore! i'm not mean okay!) hahas..

He was infront of the Main clock screen in tp , standing down dere ALONE! and smiling..!! loL!!
"Hey Benjamin! hello! wad are u doing here?" i asked him... AND he said he was adjusting his time with tp's time.. hahah! so damn lame lor.. "where are u from?"i asked again.. he replied,"From Home" OMG!!! hahas how stupid! Okay! enuff of benjamin.. here's a photo of him!hahas.. dun mind those extra girls.. lols!

Okay! Cheerleading! woohoo! Fun lor! For ur info, i sign up 3 CCAs.. Canoe-ing, Production Crew and Cheerleading! I think i am going to drop Production Crew..

Cheerleading sounds gay? CC? hahas! It may look or sound gay BuT the truth is, it requires alot of energy, endurance and Strength!

Okay! The first trainin for cheerleading is fun.. hahas.. We( guys) learn to carry girls on our shoulder, thigh area and all la.. Its very tiring and u nid to withstand the girls weight too but! cool man! haha.. YadaYadaYada, It left some marks and bruises on my shoulder.. Aww.. But no worrieS!

I think i'll just stay for a while more to see whether i can cope with my sch work and Canoeing or not.. =P

Guys out there, Wanna join BlazerS? come and tell me!
If u join us, try not to pangSe us ah!

Labour Day

2007-05-01T09:14:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAY!! Woohoo!! yeah!

Ouh man.. i still haven revise my maths and I HAVEN do my HW!! omg! Such attitude is no good!... Sigh..

Todat was fun! ME, Justin, Hafith, Zubair, Firman, Aishah, Faizah, Fadilah, Azlina ( Ex-Esss ) went BOWLING! woohoo! And guess wad? I got the highest score with just 2 Strike and a Spare.. (Omg! i scored the highest and the best i could get is 2 strike and a spare? my other mates must be So NOOB!) hahahs.. =P

And And on the way back, I SAW MY Current Classmates!! haha.. ( sori la guys i didnt join u guys.. i went to hang out with my old friends.. =D ) haha. dun mind rite? okay Cool!

Okay2! i am gonna miss my long super Thick hair! tmr is the daY! GONNA CUT MY HAIR!! wootS!

Canoe-ing

2007-04-28T16:09:00.000-07:00

Damn! Fuck that so called Elimination test.

12pm on a Saturday, after registering our name , we are told to sit down on the step facing the stadium (in tp).. Bla Bla Bla said the coach. And the most WTF thing is that we have to endure and be the last man standing to get into canoe-ing team.. For the guys, they only need at a maximum of 8 ppl.. and the total number of guys registering reach up to 60.. Sigh.. But in the end, only 10 mange to get in la.. i guess next week there should be another filtering.. Good luck to them.. And so we did some warm up and ready to go!

First! they told us (boys&girls) to run 3 round around the stadium(1.2km) and so we did.. since we are scared of not being chosen, so most of us didn't slowed down during the 1.2km warm up..

Fuhhh.. After the run, we went for a little water break and 3-5 minutes rest..

SeconD! (Guys only) the first 40 to finish 2 rounds around the stadium gets to go for the second round. (800m) Ready? GO!

Fuhhh.. and so we rested for maybe 10 minutes i guess cause we have to wait for the girls to run..

Third! The First 15 guys to finish 4 rounds around the stadium gets to the next round! omg! (1.6km)

Fuhhh! congrats to those 15!

Even tho 15 is quite small, they actually only nid around 7-8.. So we have to do another round of filtering..
I pity the girls.. While we are resting for the 4th round, the girls has started the Push-ups and Crunches..

To sum it up. It was the hellish training ever! not just 50 push-ups and crunches , i bet it touch 200 man! omg! 5 guys gave up and went to change.. So theres like 10 guys and 10 girls.. Congrats man! =)

Sadly, i'm one of the 10!!! hahaha! woohooo!! i SURVIVED!!! Omfg! this training is so Ridiculus lorh! not humanly at all!.. the ferst 3 rounds of warm up left us wobbly-shaking legs.. Try to imagine la.. aiyo.. 3.6km in total.. during the last round.. push-ups and crunches, my hands cant stop shaking la! When i look over to my right and left.. It was the same... My palm hurts so much! we did the pushups on the stadium's track itself.. theres alot of small stones and stuff like that.. Today is a sunday.. MY BODY's AcheING! my legs to my hand to my shoulder.. aiyo!! my palm is still red! sigh.... Now, its 7.38am and i woke up at 6! wtF!? haha.. i wonder why? i slept and 10 yesterday! sigh! i'm off to blog hopping den! cya guys!

2007-04-24T08:40:00.000-07:00

http://www.myheritage.com

Damn! shit i missED it!

2007-04-23T10:35:00.000-07:00

SHIt shit shit shit! this entry goes to juliana! haha i totaly forgot her birhtday man.. i sux at birthday! aiya! btw hey any guys out there? want her number? just ask me yah! haha! go to her link!

Happy Belated BirthdAY! yaH!

hope u dun minD! =P

Photo

2007-04-23T03:57:00.000-07:00

My sub empire, Kaigen! From Freshmen Orientation camp!
Sexy bastard! haha!
As i were saying.. the strap nid adjustment! haha XD
Okay! heres my team waiting for me to do a sexy dance ! before i gain the bra! haha!
sigh.. wad are friends for?
Booo yah! haha..
Someset with my FOC peeps! haha.

Photo photo!

POSE!
Even in the mrt!

Orientation daY!
JAm and hop !
SEE those happy faces!
Dance ur way thru!
YEAH!
Loud musiC!
My ClassmateS! haha ..
OMG! werid huh!
704!!
EAT! LJS!
Smile!
My class again! and this time is the ferst day of orientation!
haha! look at me man! haha lucky guy rite? chey! XD
they are short! hahaha!
Pose for sentosa!SEntosa!!
smile smile!
in the lrt!
VIvocity! haha
XD!
Crazyness!
pic pic!

haha! look at melvin! we played this dared game . and he ended up like dat!Woah! cool rite!?
My last picture! hope u guys enjoy it!

ReflecT

2007-04-22T08:38:00.000-07:00

helo! basically the engine orientation, the 3 day orientation, wed to fri, was SUCKY! hahaha!
the food also! our mentors power! Credits to MORK and WEE KIAT!

From my point of view la, at ferst wee kiat is like abit shy shy also but it turn okAY! haha!

Okay! lets summarise again!

The last Friday, we have JAM and HOP again! woohoo! oops! canot go in detail! later u guys horny and bombard me with curious questions! haha..

YEsterday, Saturday, all FOC and FOW went for Sentosa outing! its like alot of ppl ah! even tho many didnt turn up.. haha.. it was fun la.. it has been so long since i went to a beach.. the air.. aww.. nice! i took some great photos! i'll have them uploaded later! smile! XD

waiTing!

2007-04-19T17:03:00.000-07:00

haha.. Hello guys!
SOri about the Tag board.. Its not as if i am arrogant or wad la.. soo many2 many2.. aiyo~~ haha

okay! curently its a friday today and i'm like waiting for my sis ( hus in the toilet bathing ).. Its 8am already.. sianz.. i nid to be in sch by 9.30.. got some stuff to settle..

Today! they said that orientation gonna be fun.. thereS this competition and its held at BEDOK reservoir( just behind TP ).. I wanna join leh! its A dragonboat and err $$^@$@%( competition.. the other one i dunno..

Let me summarise wad happened 2 days ago in tp.. the ORIENTAION, BOOORRIINNNGGG!!!!
I still prefer the FOC ( the freshmen orientation camp ).. FOC is AWESOME and Ffing AWESOME.. hahas... and whenever i meet my fellow groupmaate ( KAISTOR ) IT boost my morale, my mood.. haha its so fun being with them! haha.. i LOVE ALL kaiSTORIANS!! hu hu..

COUNTER STRIKE FANS!

2007-04-17T02:12:00.000-07:00

I find this very very intresting.. U might wanna see this.!

HAve fun! =D

Whats ur Flava?

2007-04-16T09:28:00.000-07:00

hah! helo guyS!

First of all, i wanna apologize because of the inactive blog which lasted about 2 weeks.. From now i'll try to update About my life and myself and maybe those intresting stories again? hahas..

Oh my darling blog, i am so so so so so sorry i neglected u.. U are my one and only hu will not complain even tho i spill out nonsense on u.. I liokE~..!

I WANT TO GO TO sCH! AHHgksjldg%#T@! Other schs has started today but for tp, 1 more week to go man.. i Cant wait.. brrrh brrh.. Oh theres an Outing ON SAT AnD SUN..! WOOHOO! can see all my GFS! haha! XD

Okay lA! till NEXt time dudettES DudeS out there!

David Blane's ! VERY FUnnY!

2007-04-15T22:28:00.000-07:00

i cant stop laughing! haha!

=D XD

Freshmen Orientation Camp = FOC

2007-04-15T08:40:00.000-07:00

I'm sori about the previous post ( deleted ).

Okay! YESterday's camp was OMFG, FUCKING GOOD man.. To tell u guys the truth, it was the best camp ever in my whole camping life.. Yeah.. Not even 4 camps combined can compare with a single FOC!

I especially like the water activities, Jam and hop and lastly the Huntgry event.. Cheering part, Okay la but it seems that i can only recall about 50% of every cheer..

The water activities is not like any ordinary water bombs which lasted less den a minute.. It is totaly different from what u think. We are given 2-3 hours and there are around 10 water activity station la. Every station has different type of task. And sadly my sub empire manage to do only 4 stations but IT totaly rock my world man.. I like stuff dat relates to water.. =D
1 more thing, after every station, We ended up soaking wet from head to toe man! wuhoo!

Jam and hop.? FUN FUN FUN FUN!
yeah! its kinda like in a disco or pub la.. SUPER loud music and all u nid to do is DANCE DANCE DANCE! Dance alone, with another same gender or opposite gender, IT DOES'NT MATTER! ALL u nid to do is enjoy urself! Hmm i think we dance about to 1hr la i think. the time passed super fast! After the whole thing, we are soaking wet.. its not because of any water activity but soaking with sweat.. hahah! disgusting rite? haha.. my knee area were acheing too.. hahas..

Lastly, Huntgry!
This activity is very very intresting. Ferst u receive 6 piece of paper full with task. Every completed task will earn u up to 50 or as low as 5.. the section B, ur team can earn up to 150 points.. At times the task is simple and at times its hard.. For example.. one of the task that i can recall is all of us, the sub empire consist around 20-30 people, to squezze into a handicapped toilet for 1 minute.. Another one is everyone must wear ur shirt, the outside must be in the inside and the inside is outside untill times up.. and another one is u must change one of ur shoe with ur partner and wear ur shoes the other way round like the right shoe, wear it on the left and vice versa. these TAsk can go as wild and simple at times.. i really had fun doing it and participating..

FOC = Godly!
haha. I had so much fun because of FOC.. yeah.. and Even before the real orientation starts, i already have up to 58 msn contacts from TP! haha.. yay! What a wonderful day.. yeah! lets change my statues to online now. =D

blog!

2007-04-02T00:55:00.000-07:00

Hello..

shhs.. lower the volume..

my blogs sleeping..

=)

Baggage

2007-03-27T01:38:00.000-07:00

Find this quite meaningful….

True enough…

People tend to “carry” their unhappy experiences with them though those incidents may have happen quite some time ago…..let bygones be bygones…

Once upon a time, a big monk and a little monk were travelling together.

They came to the bank of a river, the bridge was damaged.

They had to wade across the river.

There was a pretty lady who was stuck at the damaged bridge and couldn’t cross the river.

The big monk offered to carry the pretty across the river on his back.

The lady accepted.

The little monk was shocked by the move of the big monk.

“How can big disciple brother carry a lady when we are supposed to avoid all intimacy with females,” thought the little monk.

But he kept quiet.

The big monk carried the lady across the river and the small monk followed unhappily.

When they crossed the river, the big monk let the lady down and they parted with her.

All along the way for several miles, the little monk was very unhappy with the act of the big monk.

He was making up all kinds of accusations about the big monk in his head.

This got him madder and madder.

But he still kept quiet.

And the big monk had no inclination to explain his situation.

Finally, at rest-point many hours later, the little monk could not stand it any further; he burst out angrily at the big monk.

“How can you claim yourself a devout monk, when you seize the first opportunity to touch a female, especially when she is very pretty.
All your teachings to me make you a big hypocrite.”

The big monk looked surprised and said, “I had put down the pretty lady at the river bank many hours ago, how come you are still carrying her along?”

This is a very old Chinese Zen story but it still reflects the thinking of many people today.

We encounter many unpleasant things in our life, they irritate us and they make us angry.

Sometimes, they cause us a lot of hurt, sometimes they cause us to be bitter or jealous.

But like the little monk, we are not willing to let them go away.

We keep on carrying the baggage of the “pretty lady” with us.

We let them keep on coming back to hurt us, make us angry, make us bitter and cause a lot of agony.

Why?

Simply because we are not willing to put down the baggage of the “pretty lady”.

We should just put down the pretty lady immediately after crossing the river, immediately after the unpleasant event is over.

This will immediately remove all our agonies.

There is no need to be further hurt by the unpleasant event after it is over.

It is just that simple.

Marble Story

2007-03-26T06:00:00.000-07:00

There was this museum laid with beautiful marble tiles, with a huge marble statue displayed in the middle of the lobby.Many people came from all over the world just to admire this beautiful marble statue.

One night, the marble tiles started talking to the marble statue.

Marble tile: Marble statue, it’s just not fair, it’s just not fair! Why does everybody from all over the world come all the way here just to step on me while admiring you? Not fair!

Marble statue: My dear friend, marble tile. Do you still remember that we were actually from the same cave?

Marble tile: Yeah! That’s why I feel it is even more unfair. We were born from the same cave and yet we receive different treatment now. Not fair!”

Marble statue: Then, do you still remember the day when the designer tried to work on you, but you resisted the tools?

Marble tile: Yes, of course I remember. I hate that guy! How could he use those tools on me, it hurt so badly?

Marble statue: That’s right! He couldn’t work on you at all as you resisted being worked on.

Marble tile: So???

Marble statue: When he decided to give up on you and start working on me instead, I knew at once that I would be something different after his efforts. I did not resist his tools; instead I bore all the painful tools he used on me.

Marble tile: Mmmmmm…

Marble statue: My friend, there is a price to everything in life. Since you decided to give up half way, you can’t blame anybody who steps on you now.”

The moral of the story is:

The more hard knocks you go through in life, the more you’ll learn and put them to use in the future!!

Do not be discouraged by setbacks and failures.

Did Rocky Balboa give up? No he don't.

Which do u prefer?

Eerie Bus

2007-03-26T05:42:00.000-07:00

The story took place during the 7th month of the Chinese lunar calendar and revolved around a young lad named Sam.

Sam at that time was working as a general worker, in a small company located at Tuas.

During one particular working day, the whole of Sam’s company was requested to work OT in order to meet a deadline due tomorrow.

By the time everything was done, it was already past 1am and Sam was the last person left in the office.

He was left wondering whether there were still any bus services at this hour.

He decided to try his luck and quickly tidied up the office, locked up and rushed towards the bus stop.

The bus stop was situated by a small narrow road with dense forestation surrounding the area.

Sam waited for about 20 minutes and was about to make his way to the main road to catch a cab when a double deck bus appeared from nowhere.

He hesitantly waved it down, boarded the bus and the only person he saw on the same bus was a frail ghastly looking old woman.

The old woman was dressed in white samfoo and black pant, attire favoured by maids in those early days or “Ma Jie” as they were commonly known then.

Sam felt uneasy upon seeing her and was about to go up to the upper deck when a voice ranged out in Cantonese, “Young man, don’t go upstairs.Upstairs dangerous.” It was the old woman.

Her comment sent a chill through Sam’s bones and he figured that the upper deck might be “dirty”.

He decided to heed the old woman’s advice and grab a seat at the lower deck even though he felt uncomfortable by her presence.

It was an agonizing 20 minutes journey before Sam reached his bus stop.

He quickly alighted and turned to steal a quick glance at the old woman, who stared right back at him by the window.

Without further a do, Sam hastened his pace and was fortunate to reach home safely.

The next day, Sam was requested to work OT and ended up being the last person left in the office again.

It was already past midnight and Sam was contemplating whether to take a cab home but decided against it in the end as money was tight.

So he made his way to the bus stop again and after about 20 minutes, the same double deck bus appeared.

Sam boarded the bus and saw the same old woman again.

He decided to go to the upper deck again when the old woman called out to him, “Young man, don’t go upstairs.

Upstairs dangerous.” Even though, he heard it before, he still felt a certain fear inside him since it’s the 7th month.

To be on the safe side, he reluctantly took a seat at the lower deck again and reached home with no incidents.

The third day, Sam was asked to do OT again.

By now he was feeling dreaded and worried as he didn’t want to repeat the same process again.

But he obliged nevertheless since it’s his livelihood.

He was, you guessed it, the last person left in the office again.

He made the same journey to the bus stop, occasionally checking his back as he walked.

The double deck bus arrived, he boarded it and saw the same old woman again.

As he proceeded to go upstairs, the old woman warned him again, “Young man, don’t go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous.”

Sam was fed up with the old woman by now and decided to go upstairs even though he was feeling a bit scared.

He saw no one else when he reached the upper deck and slowly made his way to the back of the bus and sat down.
Sam’s heart began pounding away as he waited anxiously for something to happen.

After 30 minutes, with nothing happening, Sam went downstairs to confront the old woman and asked her why she kept saying it’s dangerous upstairs.

The old woman turned, stared at him and replied, “Young man, don’t go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous. Upstairs got no bus driver.”

Hahas.. Smile everyone!

The Small Tree

2007-03-22T06:24:00.000-07:00

I hired a plumber to help me restore an old farmhouse.

He had just finished a rough first day on the job: a flat tire made him lose an hour of work, his electric drill quit and his ancient one ton truck refused to start.

While I drove him home, he sat in stony silence.

On arriving, he invited me in to meet his family.

As we walked toward the front door, he paused briefly at a small tree, touching the tips of the branches with both hands.

When opening the door he underwent an amazing transformation.

His tanned face was wreathed in smiles and he hugged his two small children and gave his wife a kiss.

Afterward he walked me to the car.

We passed the tree and my curiosity got the better of me.

I asked him about what I had seen him do earlier.

“Oh, that’s my trouble tree,” he replied.

“I know I can’t help having troubles on the job, but one thing’s for sure, those troubles don’t belong in the house with my wife and the children.

So I just hang them up on the tree every night when I come home and ask GOD To Take care of them.

Then in the morning I pick them up again.

Funny thing is,” he smiled,

“when I come out in the morning to pick ‘em up, there aren’t nearly as many as I remember hanging up the night before.”

You Too can do this, if you can't find any trees outside your homes, Try using those flowers, Small plants and all! Almost everyone has a small vase outside their home right?

Let GOD Carries you on his shoulders
GOD Bless, Have A Blessed Day!!!

Stretch ur hands and reach the branch. Let go those miseries and live life as happy as can be!

Some of my videos!

2007-03-21T05:41:00.000-07:00

Floating card on broad Daylight! yeah!

heh! i was So damn nervous! but now, NOT Anymore! Afraid of needles NO more!

A Slice of Life (Appreciating Difficult People)…

2007-03-21T04:15:00.000-07:00

There are plenty of self-help books and programmes teaching us how to deal with “difficult” people. Most of them explain why these people appear to make things hard for you and suggest ways of making these people more pliable.

However, have you ever thought about how these ostensible “saboteurs” could actually benefit you? Well, most of don’t think about how we can appreciate difficult people.

By painting them as the enemy, we are wasting time and energy thinking of ways to change them or get rid of them. But if we can adjust our perspective and think about how these people can be good for us, we can work synergistically to produce amazing results.

It’s tempting to write off “difficult” people as “jerks” but they can be great teachers and reminders for us. They often teach us important lessons about life and about ourselves.

They also remind us to be more patient and accepting, and they force us to live true to the principles many of us say are most important - kindness, love, acceptance, forgiveness, respect, and others. When we take the time to appreciate the “difficult” people around us, some amazing things happen.

First of all, we find that there are actually many things we do appreciate about them. (Remember, we always find what we look for). Second, we allow ourselves to be open to the lessons these people have to teach us.

Third, we let go of the unnecessary stress and frustration that comes along with constantly being irritated by another person. When we are willing to look for good stuff, even in these “difficult” people, we tap into the amazing power of appreciation.

Appreciation allows us to greatly increase our own personal success and fulfillment, and it dramatically improves the environment around us as well. Think of the three most “difficult” people in your life.

Write their names down on a piece of paper. Next to each name, write at least three things you appreciate about them.

For some, it may take a while, for others it will be much easier. You may find that once you start, there are lots of things you appreciate about them.

Next time you think about, talk about and/or interact with these people, see if you can put more of your attention on the things you appreciate about them (what you wrote on your list and more), and less attention on the things that you don’t like.

All conflict can be resolve without the need to throw fist at each other! =)

A friend

2007-03-20T00:13:00.000-07:00

A Friend is someone we lean on,
When we are feeling weak.

A Friend is someone who help’s us,
Find what it is we seek.

A Friend is someone who looks out for you,
In all they say & do.

A Friend is someone you don’t have to
tell,
For they already knew.

A Friend is someone who would,
Go that extra mile.

A Friend is someone who show’s us,
A heart that does truly smile.

A Friend is someone who’ll stand by you,
And help you through your day.

A Friend is someone who’ll show you,
There is always a way.

A Friend is someone who’ll dry your
tears,
When you feel you have to cry

A Friend is someone who’ll pull you
through,
When the tide feels ever so high.

A Friend is someone who’ll be there,
Until the very end.

A Friend is someone who’ll show us,
How that broken heart they’ll mend.

A Friend is someone who give’s us,
Understanding, Joy & Grace.

Life is more Beautiful
Wih you as my Friend

You're already my friend,
even by reading this. =)

Think Positive ( be like me ) hehs =P

2007-03-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

Once there was loving couple travelling in a bus in a mountainous area.

They wanted to get down at some place.

The couple disembarked the bus and it moved on.

As the bus moved on, a humongous rock fell on the bus from a mountain and crushed the bus to crumbs.

Everybody on board was killed.

The couple upon seeing that, said, “We wish we could be on that bus”

Why did they say that?

Think about it.. Wad might they say to themselve? THINK think THINK!!!

Once done, Scroll Down for the Answer!

Answer !!!!

In case they were on the bus and had decided not to get down, the resulting time delay could have been avoided and the rock would have fallen after the bus had passed off….!!!

Think positive in life always and always look for opportunities when u can help others.. =)

The Law of the Seed

2007-03-19T02:13:00.000-07:00

Take a look at an apple tree.

There might be five hundred apples on the tree, each with ten seeds.

That’s a lot of seeds! We might ask,

“Why would you need so many seeds to grow just a few more trees?”

Nature has something to teach us here. It’s telling us:

“Most seeds never grow.

So if you really want to make something happen, you had better try more than once

This might mean:

You’ll attend twenty interviews to get one job.

You’ll interview forty people to find one good employee.

You’ll talk to fifty people to sell one house, car, vacuum cleaner, insurance policy, idea.

And you might meet a hundred acquaintances to find one special friend.

When we understand the “Law of the Seed”,

We don’t get so disappointed.

We stop feeling like victims

Laws of nature are not things to take personally.

We just need to understand them - and work with them.

In a Nutshell

Successful people fail more often.

So they plant more seeds.

hehs

Wishing You Success … =D

New School Discipline…

2007-03-18T20:07:00.000-07:00

Reportedly, a school teacher injured his back and had to wear a plaster cast around the upper part of his body.

It fit under his shirt and was not noticeable at all.

On the first day of the term, still with the cast under his shirt, he found himself assigned to the toughest students in school.

Walking confidently into the rowdy classroom, he opened the window as wide as possible and then busied himself with desk work.

When a strong breeze made his tie flap, he took the desk stapler and stapled the tie to his chest.

He had no trouble with discipline that term.

Potatoes

2007-03-18T01:53:00.000-07:00

A kindergarten teacher has decided to let her class play a game.

The teacher told each child in the class to bring along a plastic bag containing a few potatoes.

Each potato will be given a name of a person that the child hates, so the number of potatoes that a child will put in his/her plastic bag will depend on the number of people he/she hates.

So when the day came, every child brought some potatoes with the name of the people he/she hated.

Some had 2 potatoes; some 3 while some up to 5 potatoes.

The teacher then told the children to carry with them the potatoes in the plastic bag wherever they go (even to the toilet) for 1 week.

Days after days passed by, and the children started to complain due to the unpleasant smell let out by the rotten potatoes.

Besides, those having 5 potatoes also had to carry heavier bags.

After 1 week, the children were relieved because the game had finally ended.

The teacher asked: “How did you feel while carrying the potatoes with you for 1 week?”

The children let out their frustrations and started complaining of the trouble that they had to go through having to carry the heavy and smelly potatoes wherever they go.

Then the teacher told them the hidden meaning behind the game.

The teacher said: “This is exactly the situation when you carry your hatred for somebody inside your heart. The stench of hatred will contaminate your heart and you will carry it with you wherever you go. If you cannot tolerate the smell of rotten potatoes for just 1 week, can you imagine what is it like to have the stench of hatred in your heart for your lifetime???”

Moral of the story:

Throw away any hatred for anyone from your heart so that you will not carry sins for a lifetime.

Forgiving others is the best attitude to take!

So START forgiving them!

Even God forgive those sinful people and what about you?

New BlogSkin!

2007-03-18T01:28:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey yo Guys out there!

ObServE MY NEW Skin!! wooots

(Kudos to -ZACK!-)

hahas! yeah.. thanx eh.. Okay! wootS!

U guys can use Internet Explorer, Mozilla Firefox or even Netscape!
Nothing can go wrong!

so thanx for visiting my blog! have a nice DAY!

My day

2007-03-12T06:42:00.000-07:00

Yo guys.. haha.. It has been so long since i last talked bout myself and i'm going to update u guys! okay?! yeah!

Firtsly, U guys remember the ZenAurvana (creative earpiece which curently cost $139) i bought it few weeks ago, I WASHED IT IN THE WASHINE MACHINE!!!!! #$%$$#T$%^#*&@$%^@#$%^@$%^&!$%&#&*%*$%^*&%$&@#$^%#&&$

OMG! I was @#$%KING SHOCKED! but TO my relief, its CAN still work normally!! haha. what a miracle.. Thank god, even after all the spinning and stuff for 30 mins.. lols..

secondly, i was Posted to Temasek POly for my tertiary education! yeah! Business Process and System Engineering... Its in the engineering sch but more to business.. weird rite? but nvm! i hope my DAE appeal will be approve.. =) ( DAE=Direct Admission Exercise)

Thirdly, i've been handling Urine samples and Stool Samples almost everyday mans.. sigh.. 1 thing i hate about handling stool samples.. AT times it smells!! aiya!! shit shit shit shit!! haha..

yeah! Okay! i think Thats all for todaY! see u guys TMR! yeah! have fun!

Tarzan… horny horny.. =)

2007-03-12T06:16:00.000-07:00

A team of scientists go to the Africa rainforest in search of Tarzan.

Eventually, they find him and remain with him in his jungle habitat for sometime in order to observe his lifestyle, do tests and ask him various questions.

One afternoon, the only female scientist in the group, is alone with Tarzan walking through the forest.

Curiosity gets the better of her and she asks, “How do you get on for . . .er . .,well . . you know sex?. . “

“Oh, “says Tarzan, “that’s no problem!. You see, I find a nice large tree with a hole in the trunk and so it with that.”

“So,” says the female scientist undoing her blouse, “You’ve never been with a real woman?”

“No” says Tarzan. Well, just to further the cause of science you understand, I’m willing to give you a chance.” She says taking off her skirt.

“All right” says Tarzan eagerly.

So she lies on the grass on her back completely naked.

Tarzan eyes her up and then walks 20 feet away from her into the jungle.

He turns around , running up to her and kicks her powerfully in her groin.

She screams in agony and rolls about on the floor, clutching her groin for some time.

Eventually she manages to say, “You B*stard! What did you do that for?”

“Well” says Tarzan “I had to make sure there weren’t any squirrels”

^^ haha..

Avoid the Top 10 Interview Mistakes

2007-03-12T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hello guys! heres Some thing U guys should know..! Yeah!

For many, the interview is the single most stressful part of the job search process. Any number of things can go wrong, and a big part of being successful is avoiding simple mistakes. Here’s a top ten list of the most common interview mistakes:

1. Arriving late

Don’t give a weak first impression even before the start of the interview. Lateness shows lack of respect and poor time management skills. After scheduling the interview, find out the distance and directions to the physical location. Don't assume you "know how much time it takes". Being late to an interview adds stress…and interviewing is already stressful enough.

2. Under-dressing

Dress for success is a common phrase, but a lot of candidates do not take it seriously. Unless the company you are interviewing with instructs you otherwise, wear business professional clothing. Remember that everything - your appearance, your tone of voice, your conduct - contributes to the impression (positive or negative) that you make. Be presentable - wear a pressed shirt, a tie and polished shoes.

3. Not being prepared

This interview could be a significant milestone in your career. Re-read the relevant version of your CV and the job advert, just before the interview. You'd be surprised how many people can't remember what they wrote on their CV.

Also, be familiar with the job description so you can draw on your experiences, talents, strengths and abilities to connect with the company needs. Highlight how you're suited to that particular job.

Not to forget, make sure you've brought with you everything you were asked for. This include all of your essential educational certificates as well as personal portfolio (if any).

4. Failure to research the company

As a general rule, the more famous the brand, the more they will expect you to have done your homework. Researching the company shows you're serious about the job.

Do your homework before the interview; f ind out about the company’s past, vision, competitors, achievements, numbers, etc. Some companies even have their candidate expectations somewhere on their website.

Study all these information in detail. Nothing communicates disinterest like a candidate who hasn't bothered to do pre-interview research. On the flip side, the quickest way to a good impression is to demonstrate your interest with a few well thought out questions that reflect your knowledge of the organisation.

5. Lying ( lols! )

Be yourself and be honest! Don't pretend to understand a question or train of thought if you don't. The interviewer will pick up on this. If you don't know an answer, say so. Relax and be yourself.

6. Criticising your past boss or coworkers

The fastest way to talk yourself out of a new job is to say negative things. You should never talk negatively about your current position, the industry, people that you’ve work with and previous nightmare dilemmas. Interviewers are interested more in how you overcome these challenges. Anything negative you say about any topic will reflect negatively on you. If there is something you need to express that is negative, say it in positive way.

7. Lack of confidence and enthusiasm

Lack of confidence can be a big turn off. If you appear too nervous, the interviewer will think that you're not confident enough to do the job. If you are serious abour getting the job, you’ll need to sell yourself as a representative of the company. Show yourself in a way they would feel proud of working with.

Make the employer feel that you are excited and interested in the job opportunity rather than just coming to the interview to see what's out there.

Maintain eye contact, greet the interviewer with a smile and a firm handshake (not too weak, not too strong), and show common courtesy. Don't be afraid to display your passion for the job/industry and to show confidence.

8. Not listening

You must read the interviewer’s gestures and tones and respond accordingly. Focus on the question that is being asked and don't try to anticipate the next one. It's OK to pause and collect your thoughts before answering a question. Give a targeted response to what the interviewer has asked. Be clear, concise and to the point. Don’t expand in endless explanations.

9. Not asking meaningful questions

You don't have to talk at all times in the interview. It is not only okay, but also essential to ask the interviewer some questions. Have at least three or four intelligent questions to ask him or her. Interviews are an exchange of information, and not coming in with questions shows that you did not prepare for the whole interview.

10. Not following up after the interview

Calling or sending a note after the interview is your way of showing your appreciation. It is a direct way of telling the company that you are truly motivated and want this job.

weird..??

2007-03-10T08:09:00.000-08:00

There was this case in this hospital’s Intensive Care ward where patients always died in the same bed and on Friday mornings regardless of their age, gender, medical history or medical conditions.

This puzzled the doctors and some even thought that it had to do with the supernatural.
Why the death at that same bed on Fridays?

So the doctors decide to go down to that particular ward to investigate the cause of the incidents…

Come Friday morning, everyone at the hospital ward nervously waited for the terrible phenomenon to occur again.

The new unknowing patient laid there…

Some doctors holding wooden crosses, prayer books and other holy objects to ward off evils.

Waiting….the patient was resting still. Then 8am… 8:30am…

Just before the ‘cursed’ time….

The door to the ward swung open….
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How mobile phones can assist in an emergency…

2007-03-10T08:07:00.000-08:00

We all carry our mobile phones with hundreds of names/numbers stored in its memory but yet nobody, other than ourselves, know which of these numbers belong to our near and dear ones?

In other words there is no indication as to whom to contact in case of an emergency.

For this reason, we must have one or more telephone numbers stored under the name ICE (In case of Emergency) in our mobile phones.

All you need to do is assign the acronym “ICE” (meaning In Case of Emergency) to the number of contact person or persons who should be contacted during an emergency involving yourself.

This idea was thought up by paramedics who found that when they went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they didn’t know which number to call.

They therefore thought that it would be a good idea if there was a nationally recognized name for this purpose.

Following a disaster in London , the East Anglican Ambulance Service has launched a national “In case of Emergency (ICE)”campaign.

In an emergency situation, Emergency Service personnel and hospital staff would then be able to quickly contact your next of kin, by simply dialing the number stored as “ICE”.

Please forward this as widely as possible. It won’t take too many “forwards” before everybody will know about this.

It really could save lives, or put loved ones’ minds at rest.

For more than one contact name simply enter ICE1, ICE2 and ICE3 etc.

Crack your brainezZ!!! =S

2007-03-09T04:39:00.000-08:00

Three men ( strangers to each other) were seeking refuge from a worsening storm on one dark & stormy night. They race into a small hotel at the same time. The clerk tells the three men that only one room is left. A $30 room. The men agree to share the room. Each man hands the clerk $10.

Minutes after going into the room, there's a knock on the door. It's the bellboy who says, " The desk clerk made a terrible mistake. The room is only $25." The bellboy then placed five $1 bills on a table.

Each man picked up a dollar. The remaining $2 was given to the bellboy as a tip.

The next day, one of the men told the story to his wife. "I originally paid $10, but i got back $1. So i paid $9 and contributed one-third of the $2 tip." he said.

" Wait a minute." she said. " three times the $9 you each paid is $27. And the $2 tip the bellboy got makes it a total of $29. What happened to the other $1? "

( Kudos to Xvan =P )

haha.. i actually know how it works! hahas..

taggies! ( i got a 50% increase in the number of tagS!! haha.. thanx guys!

2007-03-07T04:19:00.000-08:00

ELA: omg im touched by the latest entry.
haziq:hahas.. aww.. thanx to haziq.. yeah!

dalinah.: with your song and the lastest entry on tat love story, it made me teared sey. gosh.
haziq: Awws.. Good.. Lets us be aware of our love life.. sMiLe!

fith: i still liked your post on march 2.. lol!
haziq: Lols.. thanx.. and no comments~!

arifin: wah..that is true haziq! haha. cey, haziq da tukar stream;jiwang. =P
haziq: hahas.. lols.. once in a while, why not?

justin:fith told me you were writing about love. deep facade. Zhey~!
haziq: lols.. good not? good?? And its not from naruto.. Some other animes..

who wants to noe??: Lol...lagu naruto..
haziq: lols.. nope.. its from another anime.. hmms.. maybe i got it from hmms, I forgot! hahas! ( lols to fitri )

Addey: I agree with you.Its not only for that special 'boyfriend/girlfriend' whom you love would you think will increase your stress level.Or sometimes maybe because you are too understanding to that someone you really love that will cause you problems because they take advantage of yourself.love isnt for someone selfish and ego.love is for those who understands what it really means. But to me,love sucks when the other party think that its okay to hurt you.
haziq: yeahs.. i feel the same way too.. And its not our time yet.. so be single rules lorh! =)

sitiradhiyah: wah! haziq is being so emo in this kind of things.. yeah, but to me it's about loving the person in no matter what without asking anything back in return. and if u really love them, u are willing to do anything or sacrifice anything for the person u love even if it gives u nothing back in return. like the uncle in this case! i bet everyone's looking forward to this kind of love but it's really up to u. make it, or break it
haziq: yeah.. u can say that again.. lols.. i just corected ur "thsi" to "this"... LOLS! okay.. weird mah.. hah!

anonymous: which would you rather do? to love or be loved?
haziq: to be loved! haha.. u noe wad i meant..~

what LovE means...

2007-03-05T06:09:00.000-08:00

It was a busy morning, approximately 0830hrs, when an elderly gentleman, in his 80’s, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb.He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 0900hrs.

I saw him looking at his watch & decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound.

On exam it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures & redressed his wound.

While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation.

I asked him if he had an important appointment that morning, as he was in such a hurry.
The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife.

I then inquired as to her health.He told me that she had been there for a while & that she was a victim of Alzheimer Disease.As we talked, & I finished dressing his wound, I asked if she would be worried if he was a bit late.

He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him.

“And you still go every morning, even though she doesn’t know who you are?”He smiled as he patted my hand & said.“She doesn’t know me, but I still know who she is.”

( Kudos to aLi for the story )

Note :

That is the kind of LoVe I want in my life…

True LoVe is neither physical, nor romantic…

True LoVe is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be & will not be…

The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything… They just make the best of everything that comes along their way…

Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be…

Happiness doesn’t depend on what you have but what you satisfy & contented with…

Try looking at the simple side of life, don’t make life around you so complicated…

It’s how you make others happy rather than how you want others to make you happy…

I am still learning…

I wish I could find likewise in my soul mate…

These is what i call True love..

Love at our age:
(note: Love at our age is childish)

To some people, love may be a burden and they might not want to take that chance.. But the thing is, it takes alot of commitment from both parties..Even if both were to pull through after some time, it won't stop there..Love is Selfish, you only want ur Girlfriend/Boyfriend to be ur own right?What if they were to make friends with other girls or guys?This can lead to misunderstandings, arguements and even fights..Love can increase ur stress level and sometimes, lose control of yourself..It cant bloom all the times as in , there's always the ups and down..That is why, i do not encourage love at our age as we are not ready to fully understand what love really means..

Love Yourself for the moment.. =P

Love? what does love really meanS?

2007-03-03T06:05:00.000-08:00

Love.
What does love really means?
Love in the sense of having a special feeling towards someone?
Or is there something else about love that we aren’t aware of?
How does love affects us?
What’s the different between family’s love and partner’s love?

Love, a burden?

Love, addictive?

Are we too young to understand Love?

Do you understand love?Love, selfish?

Love, brings about stress?

Love, a bad thing?

Love, bring about dispute?

Love, bad for our health?

Love, something wonderful?

So think about it..

- Letters From Iwo Jima -

2007-03-02T04:49:00.000-08:00

"The black sands of Iwo Jima are stained with the blood of the 20,000
Japanese soldiers who perished, but their sacrifaces, their struggles, their courage and
their compassion live on in the letters they sent home..."

- Letters From Iwo Jima

Letters from Iwo Jima is a gripping and haunting story. Don't get me wrong, I'm definitely not one to glorify war, but after two and a half hours of the show, I saw another side of the world that I wasn't able to and failed to see. Ignorance apart, most youths(myself included) in developed countries of today fail to appreciate life because we are in perpetuum, so sheltered from the harsh realities of life. Yet, this reason is not enough to justify our attitude. It is not my intention to sound hubristic, but our forefathers have fought hard, shed blood, and crucified in hope of achieving better lives for us, and yet we treat the lives they've struggled to give us with such indifference. Are we becoming less empathetic? I'm afraid so.

It is about time we opened our eyes to human frailty.

Awareness is what i have been searching for all this time. Whether its about life, studies or even love. If its possible, i want to be aware of Everything in this very world but the saddest thing of all, we need to be patient. Awareness do not just come in a blink of an eye. We need to explore life itself. What i am doing now seem pathetic but its a good start. Self-help book at times create a sense of awareness. (Dont literally learn tips from the movie, sch for scoundrels. They are Not even true )

*kuDos to hafith for this INSIGHT. (lols~!)

C R O S S R O A D S

2007-02-27T07:46:00.000-08:00

Sometimes,
when I look back and think of all thecould-have-beens in my lifeI often wonder:
Did I make the right choice…
Did I miss a road sign…
Am I on the right track…

C R O S S R O A D S…They happen all the time,Saying goodbye to some,Choosing only one.
Letting go,holding on…settling for now But facing what must come…Yes, in life we all reach a crossroad sometime.We make painful decisions and take some risks as wepursue our dreams.But one should not stay at the CROSSROADS too long.For even the birds have to leave their nests sometime& learn how to fly.Life’s road is long & rough & there are stretcheswhen one has to do it all alone.
And should you meet the cross at the road, be consoled.Yes, more often than not, the road less travelledwill surely bring you home. Face the light and the shadow falls behind you.Turn your back & the shadow stays in front of you.Indeed, the truth hurts, but it will surely set you free.The bitter pangs of parting will give birth toanother moment called GROWING.So grow on…until it’s time for you to move on….And face the crossroads again,Knowing that GOD Loves you & is in control of everything.Be strong at the crossroads.

Life is Beautiful…

Knowing that GOD Is Always there for YOU

At Any C R O S S R O A D S…

holiday's Photos!!

2007-02-22T17:09:00.000-08:00

The bee hive!
ps: some ppl said dat my hair looks like a bee hive..
so bad! =X

couple!!!

awww.. look so sweet... =))

hafiz & Isha!

Sadly they wore RED!!! =D

lalalalala~~~

the View..)(()

DAD and SIS!!!

Putra Mosque.. Amazingly cool!

The Sun is So bright!

my cousins cousins in KL! there shud be 1 more family but i guess they went home.. awww..

At the japanese tea housE!

Pose For HAfiz!

HAfiz!!

Khalisha, (hafiz crush).. hafiz, my younger brother!

Ice creamm!!!! woooos/

^^,

My parents are overreacting.. look at my mom.. and dad! hahas..

pose pose ..! ^^

coooooooool...=))

wow! see that arrow! pointing at the coolest guy ever.. =P

hahas.. After swimming and all.. man.. i am super hungry! Sori teddy bear .. i think i crushed u.. lols..

Smile =D

The so called water world! yeah.. my dad's back..

My Family!!! =))

Boo yaa.. =/

Holiday

2007-02-21T01:08:00.000-08:00

YES! Finally AT HOME!!
Sigh... OKAY!!

Kuala Lumpur = Sucky!!

CNY! , we(family) went for a 4days 3nights trip to Malaysia...
And TOUr bus!! TOur Guide!!
lols.. First time going somewhere with a tour guide!
but the sad thing is that, THE TOUR GUIDE IS SUPER @#$KING LAME!!
None of us made any sound or anything while she laugh at her own jokes.. lols..!

IN the bus, alot of kids.. not much teenagers and aunties and uncles!
And there's this weird girl in the bus as well.. I repeat;
And there's this weird girl in the bus as well..

hahas!!

Saturday! We went to "the lost world" (its a so called water world la.. but its pathetic.. Dun even stand a chance if it were to compare with A'famosa.)

Swim here and there.. slide abit and off we go.. 3 hours i think? okay nvm..

From here onwards i'll just comment uhh..

there are lots of small little cockroaches IN THE HOTEL ROOM and EVEN THE TOILET!!
THE view FROM THE HOTEL WAS SUCKY!!!
At first i thought that Kuala Lumpur is a much better place compared to other places like malacca, johor and etc BUT i was wrong even tho its the capital of the country..
In KL,
The roads are SUCKY!! (not well organise, very small)
Some buildings ARE ALmost RUN DOWN!! (spoil the View man.. And the Petronas tower is just behind)
There are even run down, KAmpong houses in KL!!
"Tourism Malaysia"?? omg..! KL is so so so sucky....
And the hotel i'm staying is PAthetic, no Entertainment room at all
THe lift buttons are spoiled( the closing door button)

Haix... But the mountains are cool.. The Rabbit park, cool too..
Yeah.. Gonna upload some of the pics..!

happy happy!

2007-02-16T17:19:00.000-08:00

yay! happy!! i bought, CREATIVE ZEN V PLUS 8GB!!! AND CREATIVE ZEN AURVANA!!
hahas.. wow.. it cost alot man... hmm..

some people said dat getting a PSP is better but i think PSP is toooo bulky man.. Can u put Psp inside ur jeans pocket ?? yeah! go for the design!!

Goyang! ( means shake shake or should i say vibrate..! ) =P

2007-02-16T04:10:00.000-08:00

wahs! Today was abit scary man..
It happened so fast.. READ ON!
Working as per normal as the health screening thing and today's place is at Biopolis street (near buona vista)
I was the usher for today, i did slack here and there and most of the time i was walking to and fro.. hahas.. like Floater( if u are the floater, u nid to walk around and if any stations need help, floater must help )

yadayadayada and its 11am plus plus..

since today was not busy, not as many people as the day before, i went to the blood taking station as per normal, help settle the urine, stools and at times help to arrange the blood tubes..
At that moment, one of our colleague ( he has been with Dayspring for 3 yrs i guess?) went to rajesh(the blood sucker!/ daylight vampire! or should i say
phleBotomist ) and he wanted a favour.. To check his blood and rajesh agreed to do it and tada he got it for free.. I was like wah! serious? yeah..

I love looking at ppl's impression when their blood is about to be taken.. At times, the blood were taken on the top part of the patient's hand due to the fact dat their veins is not popping out on the arm... its pain!!

OKAY BACK TO storY!
its start here!
I was asking and talking to rajesh la about blood, blood taking den out of sudden, she ....

Rajesh: have u had any test to test Hep B?

Me: erm.. i dun noe?? no? i guess?

Rajesh:Yani, get me a tube.. ( She took out one of her needle and getting ready )

me: ( OMG! Is she for real??) i said no no! i hate needles.. (lols..)

Rajesh: Can the two of u pull him over to me and make sure he dont move..

me: ahh?!? wahh! (they push/ pull me and in the end i was seated next to the table.. my hand was being put onto the table and she took out this small piece of tissue, (the alcohole one) and wipe on my arm.. I was SO shaken i SHAke alot.. haha.. REally sia.. scary man.. i dun like needles!!

Rajesh:Dont worry it wont hurt.. and She told me to turn to my right and she poke the needle into my skin, into my vein..

me: DAM SHIT! IT huuu.. eh? It doesnt hurt at all?? i dun feel a thing?? so i turn back and my blood was being pull nito the tube.. cool man.. if only i could have remain calm and took some pics... but too bad after all that has ended i took a pic of it.. (free heb B check up.. haha.. if i haven eat a single thing, as in fast for 8 hrs , she can do more test like the glugose, cholesterol lvl and etc etc..

hahas.. wad an experience man.. i am scared of needle NO MORE! thank u rajesh..

Lols.. yani is weird... =P

blog!

2007-02-12T01:12:00.000-08:00

Okay! i am back ya.. hmm.. i am tired! but also i feel like... hmm, lets just say i just wanna work for 1 job only lahs.. But something inside of me, cant stop telling me to just go for it.. there's more giordano! Just a call away and i'm in it.. sigh... And Cisco too, the person called me already and i just nid to confirm the appointment with them and i can start work as per normal as a Cash processing officer.. (Yesterday Yesterday, i was on my way back from NUS and den kamarul called me, so i join him la for the interview.. and Just now tat person called me.. hahs! but i have a feeling, i'm tired man... the basic pay is like $800 and we have to work for at least 44 hours a week.. So yada yada yada, its 4.50 an hour like dat.. without the allowance and stuff)

Back to main story.. yeah!! no more GIOrdano!! At last, the warehouse sales has finaly ended(its like a week ago)..! So from NUS i dun nid to go to Paya Lebar anymore.. Giordano was fun, ended up having alot of Giordano shirts.. haha.. ^^ And because of Giordano too, i've been aware of all the people around me.. This awareness after working with those clothes, i keep observing ppl's shirts and jeans.. lols! almost everyday i see giordano shirts, in mrts la, in busses la.. everywhere.. =) Those ppl at giordano, were very friendly.. especially the Terris,, "transformer, robots in disguise!! " haha.. tat lame guy.. ferst day of work he sang this, AFTER justin came to my place.. Meaning, the moment justin came, he sang dat song.. Meaning justin has a hmm charm or shud i say effect when working with guys... hahas! gay magneT!

DAyspring turn uhh.. And u noe wad, i WAS PROMOTED!! TO BEING CASHIER!! Err actuali not quite promoted la.. but i did cashier JUST NOW!! instead of those BMI, and Blood pressure.. And i miss NUS, going to Nus early in the morning, den meet up almost everybody especially on saturday.. meeting ppl like terris to kai shian to Xvan to Cherly to Wei wei and many more laa..
Some of them quiting... suspending... sigh... kaishian also leaving back to melbourne.. sigh wad a day.. But nvm.. i Think i just go on with this health screening job unless a super good one appears..

One very funny guy approaches when i was doing the eye check..
haziq:Good morning Sir, can u stand on the Yellow box and hold this to cover ur Rightt eye..
Guy: Umm, can i cheat? and he like smile*
haziq:err.. canot! haha (i was like errr )

he did quite well for his eyecheck and i came to him since he's not wearing any specs.. so i ask him.

haziq:Btw do u wear any lenses??
guy:Nope.
haziq:R u cheating?? ( i started to join in)
guy: uh. Look into my eyes~~( and he starts opening his eye big big) ( omg like crazy sia.. haha)
haziq: err okay oaky! i see nothing... u can go to the queue number station now..

hahas.. lols weird guy..
okay la! i continue later la!

sorry guys for waiting so long..

2007-02-10T20:48:00.000-08:00

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I am sori guys for not updating for so long and to my darling too(blog)..

okay! heres a bunch of Pics of my working with Dayspring at nus.. later on at night i post up a super long post! yeah!

sigh....

2007-01-29T04:24:00.000-08:00

hahas.. man.. i just wanted to blog this man... So
INSECTS ARE STUUUUUPIIIIID!!!!!!!!

hahaha!! yeah they really are!
Here goes..!

It was around 10pm and i was online, watching animeS.. I switched off the lights on my room so as to save electricity and was lying on my bed using my notebook. SuddEnLy, KETAK!! There was this firm strong noise and it almost lasted a second.. Woah! it was abit scary la, its so dam dark except for my front la which is the monitor... So i went to switch on the lights while draging my feet without lifting my feet off the ground.. ( Just being careful not to step anything ) The moment i switched it on, i saw nothing on the ground... After some time, i didnt find anything suspicious but as i look up at the ceiling fan, OMG!!!!!! OMFG!! THERES THIS BEETLE, STUCK ON THE FRONT OF MY FAN!!! HALF THE BODY WAS GONE AND THE WINGS WAS STICKING TO THE FAN's METAL THING!!! WoW! A BEETLE JUST COMITED SUICIDE IN MY ROOM!!! WAHhsss!!! LOLS! Wad A nice way to die... lols!! I knew it was a beetle manss and was Suspecting it from the start cause i'm AT Lvl 3!! which is 3 floors from da ground and its raining outside, those irritating beetles might have just went inside to take shelters! grr...! haha..
May god bless u beetle!!

hahas!

Okay lets change the mood now... Sigh... Sigh,.. SIGH!.. SIGH!!!!!!

Aiya u guys wanna noe wad... My mp3 just went down the drain.. sigh... My Creative MUVO vids, 1 Gb now are useless.. Its actuali a MP4 la.. And it was last 2 year when i bought it.. The ferst few Mp4 just released.. it cost 300 plus seh dat time.. sigh.... sigh... Ouh yA! let me start telling now..! i was back from work yesterday and my Mp4 was in my cargo pant's pocket.. today i wore a different pair of pants and when i got home.. my dad called me and pass me my dry on the outside and wet in the inside mp4... he said.. Found it in the Washing machine!!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!!! My mom say,"good la.. leave ur things in ur pants again la.." lols!! omg!! haha.. damit man... sigh.... this means that i have to buy another new Mp3.. this time i'm gonna buy a new one!! yay!! i'll get Zen V plus or sumthing.. sigh.. i Was aiming this earpiece to go with my mp4 sehs... sigh.. If i buy new mp3 meaning i cant buy this earpiece!! the Zen Aurvana.. it cost $169... sigh..! i really wanted to buy that man.. i cant afford to buy 2.. sigh! buy for me anyone pls pls pls..!! haha.. i Wanna buy Zen V plus 4gb.. so izzit a good choice made??

OKAY! next Story...
Wow! i cant believe it man,,, i woke up at 4am for my health screening job! ( actuali went back to sleep and woke up again around 4.50am when Raudah msg me..! haha )
NOW I HAVE 2 DIFFERENT JOB!! wahaha! Early in the morning is the health screening job! after lunch IS GIORDANO!! wahahaha! The health screening starts at 7 At Nus hostel dere.. AND WE MUST BE DERE BY 6.50am!! MOREover ITS AT BUENA VISTA!! Its a 1 hour Mrt ride FROM tampines mans!! so i have to take the train at 5.45am!! omg!! dats crazy rite?! and well.. me and raudah took the train at 5.45 this morning.. haha! really crazy man.. so i think i'm getting ready for tmr! so see yaa guys!! =pP

COME SEE ME!!

2007-01-25T04:40:00.000-08:00

Wahaha!! HAHAHA! this is it!! u cant SEE it JUST approach me in msn, live or on phone!!

Okay.. if u wanna see me in Action.. THIS SAT AND SUNDAY! see ME NOW! WHILE STOCK LAST!!!

hehehe

2007-01-24T04:44:00.000-08:00

yay! Blog Blog Blog..!!

Sori darling Blog... hmm wad shall i name u..? Let me think.. OkaY!! next time den i name u la.. heh..

okay! back to main story! yesterday was cool..!! CHALET (my class uhh and some teachers and some other friends)
Around 6pm, justin, jared and me rush to Pasir Ris and on the way there, meet up Zhi Ying and woots! shes didnt grow taller.. haha! Because of justin's gut feeling of not having enought snacks for the bbq and the rest of the day, we went to NTUC!! Shopping!!

Zhiying... lols.. from the back, she looks like regular auntie going to supermarket!! haha.. Jared busy choosing stuff..!!

OKAY! we are done and hu hu, we're in the shuttle bus!! going to our chalet!!

And here we are!!

In da bus!

woooo! justin, dun act lahs..

ouuhh??

Nyah Nyah Nyah.. ytd bbq was Okay except dat someone in da end blame me for stealing the dry food dat was put by hiim into my bag...!!! lols!

TODAY!!

Work Work Work.. yay!

Our Giordano Warehouse Sales! yay! i think i kinda like giving out leaflet rather den staying over dere and fold all types of clothes, jeans and etc etc...

here are some pics of us! yay! ( justin look weird! ) ( hah! a pic of them slackinG! )

Just now was cool! Dalinah, Fahmi, Maryam and me went out to give out flyers.. lalala they were sent to bukit batok and jurong east.. me and fahmi went to bedok and tampines! haha..

We started giving it out and IT TOOK AROUND 30 MINS! ( but we left abit for tampines ) and wad ya noe.. we went to Slack at Mac's (bedok) for 45 mins!! haha.. the girls were still busy i guess.. haha..! And den waited for the bus, and went to tampines.. Give out a small number of flyers and we are finish, took us 5 mins..! we called up the manager and he said we can go home liao!! cool rite..? no nid go back to the warehouse and too bad, 2 of my other friends were still in the warehouse at that time..!! Fahmi gtg so i waited for Adeq and Dee.. Met them and We went to Mc Cafe..!

Nyah Nyah Nyah..!

dee got herself err i dunno la.. i shared drinks with Adeq, caramel frap! ( cause wanna save money mah ).. we talk Craps!! haha.. as in CRaps!!

yadayadayda

dee and me followed adeq and advise her on which birthday card to buy and stuff..

haha.. U guys noe wad?? Weird Adeq dare me to walk home from tamp mall to my place.. ( my home is like located near tamp mart ) haha..?! crap sia.. she thot i dun dare walk home.. lols.. my timing for 2.4km was like 9 mins plus.. haha.. so i took her challenge la.. walk with her and den went on seperate journey... hah! okay..!

BTW OMG! i sAW HAFITH 2 TIMES SIA!! At ferst was at bEdok while giving out flyers, he
came towards me with his nerdy look, in esss unifrom but with his serangoon jc badge.. haha.. hes going for his game...

THE SECOND TIME! is when i was walking pass the st 21 area.. saw HIM AGAIN! lols! he was in tat uniform again.. haha.. carrying lots of macdonald meals..ahah he got his pay on the spot..

haha cool.. i want TO BE A referee aGain, 1 game, $$50!!! sigh.. hu wanna sign up with me!??!? tell me!! (sigh.. that time, me,hafith,ruzaini went for the referee course.. they pass and i fail!! SIGH!! actuali i just failed the theory test!! fail theory test means fail everything.. sigh.. sigh!!

sigh.. ='/

2007-01-21T15:02:00.000-08:00

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
stupid runnin nose.. stupid! sore throat.. stupid sickness..!!
man.. today i made UP MY MIND!! not gonna work la..
sigh.. no work = no money...
haha.. nvm.. i'm updating my blog!!!

giordano! working at giordano is tiring too.. but we can slack!! haha.. we work at the warehouse itself cause dere's this warehouse sales.. u guys wanna come?? just take 28 to payar lebar and after u see singapore post ,2 more bustop den go down.. alot of stuff, seling at super low price..!!

heh.. i wanna continue watch my anime la!! yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!!!!!!!!!!!!

job

2007-01-16T06:37:00.000-08:00

ouh ya! the reason i went to giordano because this health screening job, must wait so long so i rather work other job for the time being ahhs.. =)

AND 1 more thingy.. after the buffet, i received a call from adeq, she said we had to come for work tmr, GIORDANO!! wow dat was fast sia.. so tmr i working!!! haha

Someon's elses dream has come true..

2007-01-16T05:29:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhh!!! I AM BACK!!! hah! okaY! new Adventure Coming right up!!

WAhh!! today was splendid!! around noon, met up with adeq and dee @ da bustop opp tamp east cc.. (the day before, wah! we had a conference.. FOr SO long seh.. me, adeq, dee, gal) and decide to meet up.. when i reach dere, i tot i was late so i run run run ( stamina, HIGH mah )
haha and adeq was complaining so much... hot la.. underwear la.. undies la.. hahaha! yeah.. took 28 and saw deeeeeeeeeee in the bus.. so hello dee.. we went to gadeno~~ ( lols ) ( inside joke )
we went to giordano hq @ paya lebar and applied for a job.... so we reached dat place around 1 and wtf? we went in and deres a sign, interview 2-5pm... LOLs!! the sun was sooo hotttt and the place is just ooposite ite macperson.. the eating place is SO FAR!! near the paya lebar mrt, ( the singapore post ). So we ended up walking to the sing post thus went straight to kfc.. lucky it was kfc.. no no no LjS.. haha.. eat eat eat...

wow! its 2pm and we are off.. called gal and she's on da way there.. after filling in da forms and stuff we went for an interview.. at that moment, gal arrives.. but we went in ferst..
bla bla bla and interview over.. i seperated from dem cause i nid to attend this prize presentation.. one of them is da ipod lucky draw thingy and ruzaini, kamarul and me participate..

WAh.. the trip dam long sia.. from paya lebar to dover.. waited and den we went to sp.. we were suppose to go to mlt1 its summwhere inside sp.. man its like a 15 mins walk.. ( btw me and kamarul was dere.. dunno wad happen to ruzaini..) reach the place, and we entered.. we went to the stage area dere den went up to take a seat.. ( its like in the cinema )

bla bla bla and the ipod lucky draw thingy.. theres onli 1 ipod, and 2 pair of movie tickets to be won.. and dere like alot of us la... when the host picks up a paper from many many in the bowl, i could even hear the sound of kamarul's heartbeat.. ( chey... wad i'm trying to say is dat the atmosphere suddenly change from abit noisy to darn quiet. )

host: okay! the ferst pair of movie tickets.. its bla bla! from bla bla sch!! den we all clap22
bla bla : went down and took the prize, had to pose and went back up..

host: the second movie ticket goes to.. ~ouh! this time theres alot of particulars.. hmm... let me see.. this prize goes to the ic number ending with 6..
everybody: wth?? its me la ( one of the 2nd or 3rd yr student)
host: the last 3 words.. 616...
everybody: huh? some say its them la.. sum say hu la.. but i was like OMG!!
host:okay , 8937616! ( i was shivering... haha! )
mr hazizs ( tats how he pronouns la) pls come down!! haha.. i was like stun a while sia..
Are ur ic number s893761e?? and den i agreed.. oh man.. i am lucky !!
host: the ipod nano!! this time its goes to..
lets name the sch..
EAST SPRING SECONDARY sch!!!
( OMG!! SIALAH!!! !@#%@%@%@$#%@@# )
GUESS WAD?? KAMARUL WON THE IPOD NANO!! (2gb) from many many ppl!!!WTH!!!! HE SO DAM TYCO!! ARHRHGGHGH!!!! dam it.. sianz.. his name was called.. he got the ipod nano just like dat.. sigh.. how i wish i could have another ipod nano (haha i so greedy)hahaha.. so the thingy ended.. and we came out... deres a buffet and we ate.. yeah thanx uhh sp!! haha no nid waste money.. quite a number went to us and shake hands even one of them saying dam it, "u guys so lucky. i even submit 23 forms.. but still never get.. haix..." haha lucky me.. lucky!!! kamarul.. congratz uhh...

bla bla bla.. kamarul went home ( i guess hes damn damn happy ) but he looks normal sia.. weird.. and i went to shaw house's mc cafe.. join adeq and gal.. deeeeeeeee went home liaos.. dams.. everytime we like so call fite ahh.. i always lose.. sianz.. 2 vs 1.. keep lossing.. everything.. den theykeep like insult insult ( joking type ).. hahas.. was bullied by them.. ppc boy.. sugar boy.. gedano la.. haha.. craps.. And on our way home, went took the train from orchard to raffles place.. and suppose to go to tampines but CRAP! we took the wrong train... lols!! we realise when we were at Outriom Park (omg,,. spelling error) .. went out and finaly on our way home again..

i went to sit down, gal and adeq was left standing.. ( serve dem rightee.)
minuites pass, dam this big size guy on my left is sleepin and he cant hitting me on my shoulder.. the his left, theres an empty seat so gal quickly went dere and sat.. she was being inconsidarate sia.. theres this old auntie walking towards the seat and gal took it.. lols..

The Embarasing Part
we ended up insulting each other and this guy on my left now keep hitting gal.. lols.. so as we insult each other i like push this guy abit to the left ah.. so he hit gal.. a couple of times..
gal:shut up la gay boy..
me:ehhh nvm u want it .. so i pushed him and WTF!!
big show: EXCUSE ME! U FREE IZZIT??
me: ( I WAS LIKE !! OMG!! @#$%!! damit!! his voice, confident sia! he like bad mood sia, abit loud some more ) how unlucky... ouh.. sorii2 .. so i continue reading up my book
people around me was looking at me sia.. how embbarassing,...!!

gal and adeq tried to laugh but they kept it inside cause they ALSO SCARED... lols..
sigh.. wad a bad day.. but!! i won a pair of movie tickets..!! yeah!! haha! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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2007-01-10T04:27:00.000-08:00

yo! wassup blog..!!! yeah..

damn.. wad happened to my stomach?? its killing me.. i think i ate something bad..? sigh..
ouh man.. its hurts..

okay okay.. back to the main story.. i went to work this morning... it was easy.. (easy money man) We were sent to pasir ris and got lost abit going to this office.. ester 3.. it was beside the arjuna country club at downtown east.. i were stationg as a blood pressure person.. aLL i nid to do is check their blood pressure.. ferst they came to me.. i took their forms and tok to them abit like " gd morning sir/mdm.. i'm about to take ur blood pressure, pls relax, put both ur feet on the ground, look straight and pls refrain from talking." yeah .. haha deal with ppl.. so i scan many of them.. some were happy.. some were omg? my blood pressure dat high? and thats wad i did the whole morning for 4 hours.. after dat we are done... we pack up and went back home.. but me and gal went to the office to help bring the goods back..

one funny guy approaches me.. and before i took the reading he talk to me...
guy: eh.. u doctor ah??
me(monologue): omg! err? how am i gonna answer?? haha.
me: err err.. not quite..
guy: u studying ar?
me: ouh yeah.. (haha.. shit man.. actualli i cant reveal anything to him.. i shud told him dat i was on an attachment by a polytechinic..)
guy:ouh u studying... eh how old are u ar?
me:omg!! omg! but in da end i said i cant reveal it.. lol!!! ( shud have said 19 or 20.) haha
guy:can la.. u tell me only la.. u and me ..
me: lols.. i said i cant reveal it..
guy:eh eh.. if u become doctor ahh.. sure many girls come to u for sure..
me:erm? why??
guy:cause u good looking mah..
me:err.. i smiled politely la( cause someone praise me .. haha)
so
me: errm sir, i'm going to take ur reading and could u pls refrain from talking..
and he listen to me.. how cool.. haha.. yeah.. fun fun..

And got this one guy, i told him his blood presssure was abit high so i advise him on wad to do and bla bla bla.. i asked hiim whether he sleep well last night.. he said no.. guess wad was he doing? playing pS2 till 4am..!!! lol how cool sia.. so i continue to talk to him and he listen to me like i'm which doctor like dat..

haha! overall.. it was fantastic..
so am i a nurse?

woooooooTS!

2007-01-06T02:01:00.000-08:00

weeeeees... haha!
to tell u da truth i'm quite happy uhh.. wee!
lets go on..

today was wow..! my training for this screening job.. ( u have to take height and weight, blood pressure, blood, uring test ) woah! this is my job..!! and i am starting now! actually this coming week la..

Dalinah(dee) called me yesterday and told me da time to meet.. 9.30am, i met her at small mac and we waited for maryam(adeq) and raudhah(gal).. but it turns out tat gal was late.. she told us to have lunch and went dere ferst..

went to have bReakfast At LJS!!! again!! ahaha.. but this time it was breakfast.. never in my life i've eaten the Ljs breakfast.. yeah.. ate the french toast ( yum yum).. bla bla bla and we were at bugisssssss...

went up to the office and just den before the training starts, gal arives just in time.. woo..
it was WOW! we must memorise so many many many things.. dere are 5 main stations we much know.. registration, cashier, blood pressure, heigh and weight and lastly the blood injection one..

every station, wow! we must noe everything.. i dun want to explained them due to the fact dat i sign the contract not to reveal anything from dat bla bla bla..

okay!! after all that we went to marina square... but! on the way there,, omg!! stupid gal.. she called me cucing la pcucing boy la.. wtf? hahas.. lol.. so embaressing sia.. and they cant stop calling me pacucing boy la... =( lols.. they are sick... we went to eat and wtf? we tok bout boys..(dirty stuff)!!!! they are sssiicckkk mannnn... hahahaha.. fun la being with dem.. chey... haha.. so embaressing also..

sigh.. wad a day.. haha.. and bla bla bla we went back home.. now i am blogging..!!

yeahs..! blogin.. btw i am tired..

2007-01-02T08:03:00.002-08:00

okay.. I am BACK!

wooo.. bla bla bla.. everyday was exciting.. lets recap.

first, ( hari raya haji)

okay.. i woke up early in morning and hurry2 get myself ready so the prayers.. usually i would always sleep back till 11 to 1pm like dat but i gotta force myself and bla bla bla

bmerrkk bmerkk bmerkkk ( said the sheepss..) haha
yeah alots of sheeps.. (sheeps la not goats?)

so my mom did the 'korban' as in she bought the sheep for 'korban'.. (its an act of ??????...) ( ouh man... its hard to xplain in english)
so lets just skip to today//!

tODAY!
yeah! WATCH DEATH NOTE the last name..!!!!
WOW!!! awesome movie sia..!!!! but i like anime version uhh,, more detailed..
yeah but its awesome... storyline damn gooooood....

after the movie we went to bugis met firman, faiz and fitri ( lol all start with F ) , me, hafith and zubair met them at the LJS!!!!( omg..! again!!! ) we ate the usual.. sigh.. the combo 1 geting boring..

joke here, joke dere... laugh here and dere.. btw i met juliana and si yi on my way dere.. they were suprise and so am i.. haha..

bla bla bla.. we ended up at Esplanade... the sky has darkennn... and we were admiring the scenery and feeling the cool air brushing against my face, hands, legs, i meant body ahhs..

yeah.. saw so many romantic couples.. lols. got one couple ahh, kiss2 hug very longs sia.. like more den half and hour sia.. hug den kiss den hug den kiss.. wahh like jelous like dat.. haha! but yeah i'm still single.. waiting for a hot babe to drop from the sky. haha... LOL! jk jk..

hahas.. after after all dat bla bla bla... we were at tamp interchange mac cafe.
drink drink drink and we are ooff.. took 28 home and here i am.. bloggin.. =)

OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN..!

2006-12-29T06:15:00.000-08:00

oUh yeah..!

Friday Friday Friday
sO early in the morning, watch someMore anime until 12 like dat thus get ready for Friday Prayers.. rush dOwn and took a cAB to mosque.. everything was Perfect except for my u noe this long sleeve T shirt, i lost 1 button if u notice.. lol.. haha

okay okay.. AFTEr prayers , guess where did we go?? ( fitri, hafith and me )

LJS AgaiN!!! ( u see, everytime we go out, we ended up at LJS again and again..)

learn some new tricks from fitri and showed him some of my tricks and chat chat chat.. nyah nyah.. tok bout

ANIME!
MORE anime!
umm.. MAGIC !
err and bla bla bla

okay! yeah.. we decided to went to hafith place by WALking ( from Tam mall to st 21 dere )
and den went to my place by walking again ( from tam mall to st 21 to st 32 )
and dEN! went to tamp mart.. ( from tam mall to st 21 to st 32 to st 33 )

hahas.. it was tiring.. and we spent alot of time browsing the cd store dere and decided to rent some dvds/vcds

bla bla bla

we ended up at mac's, bought double cheese and hafith went home ( he gotta go for a dinner )

nyah nyah nyah
lalalala
blablabla

so we went home..! and i meet up rasydan and raudhah.. took the bus to simie ( by den its 7.30pm and i'm tired.. but still as strong as ever! ) bla bla bla.. tok tok tok.. laugh laugh laugh..

AND! AND! i gtg.. my adik keep caling telling to go home ( mother's order.. ) lol! so i went home la.. good boy mah.. cute sume more.. hahas..

and now i am here BLOGING!! and btw do zizi sounds gay?

darn paiseh sia da gerl

2006-12-26T06:52:00.000-08:00

Okay! today's story about me and me..

B4 i start uhh, tis happened to me a month ago..
i was boarding this mrt going for a job interview, while sitting down , i take out my book and started to read... ( title: how to talk to anyone )

after some time, passed the simie platform ( going to TOwn ) , 2 ite girls dress in nurse suit came and stand in front of me.. they were busy chating and gossiping in malay..

BLa BLA Bla....

while i was ( so called memorising some points ) , i had to look away from da book la.. So face the book den face sumwhere, face da book den face sumwhere, face da book den face sumwhere, face da book den face sumwhere, face da book den face sumwhere...

deN!!

one of them said " eh kau tengok budak depan aku ni, style eh, bace buku tapi tak tengok buku" (meaning, "eh look at this guy infront of me, style eh, reading the book while looking away from the book..")

And i was like.. OMG! i heard them.. i understand dem.. i was err ..

so i look up and i give them the errr" kinda look.. lols sia.. Da one hu was listening to her friend gossip bout me was like so paiseh like dat.. she even said " eh, dier paham la.. dier paham.." ( meaning, " eh he understand la, he understand..")

haha.. both of them paiseh sia.. i could see.. i felt like laughing but was being very very cool... chey.. hahs..

After dat, that person was like "ouh.. ouh okay... but hes cute la"

lolS!!

den end of story.. i continue reading up my book.. they went off at sum other place..

OUT OUT OUT!!

2006-12-25T02:13:00.000-08:00

T_T

sigh.. today, ard 9am was soccer but i overslept and wake up at 10am and reach there ard 11am... okay.. since long time no see them, i came over la since i already noe confirm they finish playing.. so meet them up and woo.. played taitee instead.. yeah.. ( we at simei)

after the resting, we went to Tmall.. firman bought sumting from L.P zone.. And and we went back simie.. lols sia.. 15 mins at tamp den went back simie again.. Yusof, Faiz, Zai, Fitri and me went to play pool instead.. firman went home..

pool was fun, yeah.. i'm still a newbie in pool tho.. ( tat was my second time pooling..lol)
okaY! fun fun fun

we had so much fun yeah.. fitri amcm?? masih ingat kan dier ? still checking her msn spacE?? haha!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2006-12-24T08:23:00.000-08:00

Dear Friends

I almost forgot! but its not too late uhh. Merry christmas to ALL of u guys outdere.! to those reading this line, I WISH U MERRY MERRY Christmas! yeah! =D

Yours Truthfully
haziq!

not forgeting...

Dear blog

MErry Christmas to u too... yeah.. u have been a good girl..

Yours Sincerely
haziQ!

okay!! these few days was BorING!

2006-12-24T08:11:00.000-08:00

yeah.. read my title.. boring.. boring boring boring,,!! lucky got my story book.. ( da best storybook ever !! ) it goes by the title "How To Talk To Anyone, 92 little tricks for big success in relationships" by leil lowndes.. yeah! umm, when u see relationships, pls dun be narrow minded.. its not about love totaly, its about relationship, social stuff and mostly all of it la.. yeah.. okay la.. tats all for now.. blog blog blog.!

btw shud i change my song for my blog? izzit okay?

Today, went to dat vivo city again..

2006-12-22T04:54:00.000-08:00

yeah.. After friday prayers, meet up Firman, Hafith, Fitri and me..
so took the train as per normal.. showed dem sumthing they have never seen before ( just look down la) umm. nvm.. i were called retarted? lol.. nvm.. okAY! nth much happen over there.. bought a Dolar candy and makan at LJS ( again )...

this is it.. the intresting part.. hafith and firman went home liao diff derection leaving me and fitri.. we board the 28 bus.. and on the way of its journey, deres dis some noise and it affects us, passengers.. the noise is like flap flap flap.. ( just imaagine ) but it was like flap flap flap ( techno speed ).. haha.. its so noisy, most of the passenger has dat fear kind of look.. lol. suddenly after the stop, the driver ( Dam ass driver ) told us @#%@^@$#%( in chinese ) GRR!! lucky this gerl told us dat the tire burst.. grr.. wanna deliver the bad news also like wanna scold us sia de driver.. stupid.. haha the funny part is, we pity la this 2 guys, he board the bus, the bus didnt even go to the next bustop and were told to leave the bus..!! hahah padan muke.. dam funny sia..

oaky.. while waiting for another 28, ( so long sia ) we notice got this stupid boy.. hes mad sia.. suddenly appear with his camera, taking lots of photo of the bus, the drivers seat, the sideview of teh bus, the front, the number plate, the tires.. WALAO! HES MAD SIA!! really seh.. hu on earth so kiasu like dat sia.. bla bla bla

the bus came, took the bus and reach my bustop. and u noe wad..? ( erm i'm toking to u ) back to wad i'm saying, u noe wad? , when i reach my bustop (tamp mart) , the bustop is dam full sia.. i mean, theres lots of ppl sia!! lot lots.. i saw a bunch of sec 3 esss gerls.. and katsiiran..

yeah.. my adventure.. lol

I'm sleepy...

2006-12-20T22:31:00.000-08:00

SORI guys i could'nt wake up.. sigh.. ( there's soccer today at 9am and i missed it.. ) lalalal
okay.. now i'm bloggin lol.. blog? sigh.. still cant believe dat i'm bloggin,,!

i still cant believe i'm bloggin.. haha

2006-12-20T07:16:00.000-08:00

Today, spent my afternoon with hafith and fitri.. yeah, we went to the tamp library.. Got lots of crappy stuff sey ( science stuff) relating to physics.. And all we do was like:

5 mins spent on looking for books and reading dem
another hour using my laptop
And was busy chating with them

yeah it was great.. Our main hot topic was Jocok ( an imaginary friend )... hahas..
Bla bla bla

OKAY! On my way to Tampines Mall, in the Interchange itself.. WAH! i realli salute this gerl sia.. ferst aproach us and wad ya noe. Tok to me in chinese.. sigh.. ( every i go out, confirm ppl tok to me in chinese.. whether its the sales person or cashier or anyone la hu dunno me ).. Okay Okay back to saluting dat gerl.. here how it goes

!@#%#% ( chinese language )
Umm, i'm sori to bother but i'm doing a survey and i hope u guys have a min or two..
I'm bla bla bla doing a survey on " is education important in ur life "
Den we answered her, yeah, yah, den she carry on. Okay lets just say u have a friend hus very young and her age was 13.. she curently not even schooling, no primary sch, no secondary sch even tho shes suppose to be sec 1.. how would u feel? "umm.. pity her... sympatize" And shes very poor and in a day, she manage to onli eat a meal a day.. 1 day 1 meall.. how do u feel? "umm pity again and sympatize".. DEN! i'm from BLA BLA BLA, shows a donation coupon.. i curently helping these kid to help dem survive their daily needs and they would be very happy and thankful dat ppl like u, will help dem.. in a month, all they need is 10 dolars.. i hope u guys can help this kid and u just nid to donate 2 dolars.. 2 dolars can last them for a week.. pls.. help them bla bla bla.. OMG! i was like, OMG!! wow.. i salute her.. no donation seeker has ever use dat technique.. i learn a new thing today.. how to tok to ppl if u want sumting.. haha.. in da end , i and hafith end up sharing and buying the coupon.. fitri was MIA ( missing in action ) GRR..

Long John Silver, it seems like everytime we went out, we ended up eating at LGS..
And wad a coincidence, i saw this gerl ( whom i recently veiw her profile at friendster) wah... she was abu's gerl.. lol..

okay! on my way back to interchange, wOOts!! saw this gerl.. very weird u noe.. she was walking towards me while waving her hand and smiling.. i tot, omg shes mad? haha! but den.. sekaLI it was Maryam!! haha lol.. She was with her aunt.. yeah.. haha.. maryam maryam..

2006-12-19T09:04:00.000-08:00

Rise And Fall by craig david

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall (x2)

I always said that I was gonna make it,
Now it's plain for everyone to see,
But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners,Just casualties,
I know that everything is gonna change,
Even the friends I knew before me go,
But this dream is the life I've been searching for,
Started believing that I was the greatest,
My life was never gonna be the same,
Cause with the money came a different status,
That's when things change,
Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own,
Blinded by all the pretty girls I see,
I'm beginning to lose my integrity

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,The rise and fall

I never used to be a troublemaker,
Now I don't even wanna please the fans,
No autographs,
No interviews,
No pictures,

And less demands,
Given advice that was clearly wrong,
The type that seems to make me feel so right,
But some things you may find can take over your life,
Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places,
And there's nowhere left for me to turn,
Been caught in comprimising situations,
I should have learnt,
From all those times I didn't walk away,
When I knew that it was best to go,Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart,

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,The rise and fall
Now I know,
I made mistakes,
Think I don't care,
But you don't realise what this means to me,
So let me have,
Just one more chance,
I'm not the man I used to be,
Used to beeeeeeeeeee

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall (x4)

My new blog.. 19 dec 2006

2006-12-19T04:45:00.000-08:00

wooo.. just open up a new blog.. although i'm still a newbie but yeah!! new blog!

thanx to dalinah again..

Haziq Is No Cheena

I might be back ahh!

Determined!

i'm back?

Over my shoulder

HAH! HAPPY HAPPY!

Sigh

Minutes to 5.33AM. hehs..

F$#%king cockroach..

Holy Shit! i'm BlogginG!

Ohayo! =)

Everything's so messed up

God Oh God

The Blonde Safety Net

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=)))

What a Week

HOMOPHOBIC!

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sigh

Summary plus a lil story to perk u up!

ChaleT

Unknown!

Happening

hate?

Surrender

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Meaningful in Life…

Birthday

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I'm not suprised..

Cheerleading!

Labour Day

Canoe-ing

Damn! shit i missED it!

Photo

ReflecT

waiTing!

COUNTER STRIKE FANS!

Whats ur Flava?

David Blane's ! VERY FUnnY!

Freshmen Orientation Camp = FOC

blog!

Baggage

Marble Story

Eerie Bus

The Small Tree

Some of my videos!

A Slice of Life (Appreciating Difficult People)…

A friend

Think Positive ( be like me ) hehs =P

The Law of the Seed

New School Discipline…

Potatoes

New BlogSkin!

My day

Tarzan… horny horny.. =)

Avoid the Top 10 Interview Mistakes

weird..??

How mobile phones can assist in an emergency…

Crack your brainezZ!!! =S

taggies! ( i got a 50% increase in the number of tagS!! haha.. thanx guys!

what LovE means...

Love? what does love really meanS?

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C R O S S R O A D S

holiday's Photos!!

Holiday

happy happy!

Goyang! ( means shake shake or should i say vibrate..! ) =P

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